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Well I've come up with a plan to get my butt in gear. I've signed up for udacity's front end developer nanodegree program. About a month in and I've already got one project passed. Due date was 5/5 but I had it in friday (5/1) I probably couldve had it in two weeks ago but ran into some bugs in my code. Plus, I didnt...
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inkaholik:
@khachery I started it last night. It’s far from finished. I think it’s coming out ok for first time working with acrylics. Definitely a different medium
khachery:
that Cool!!!! 💖 😊
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I just don’t know what’s up with me lately. Not sure if this being at home, stay-at-home order, is affecting me or my meds are off or I just need me time... I’ll add more to this when I am able to. I rejoined SG after a several year hiatus. Hoping to maybe find people to just bs with or just become semi-social again. The...
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inkaholik:
@littlemissbondage thanks for the welcome and kind words. I don’t really have many friends I go to to talk. We’ve all kind of went our separate ways. All had families, gotten married and just stopped staying in touch but I remember enjoying being on the site so I thought I’d give it a shot again.
littlemissbondage:
@inkaholik yeah I understand! That happens! I’m always here and there will be loads of thread for you to get to know people in. 🖤
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i really REALLY need to get my ass in gear and file this restraining ordre but i dont know how to fill it out! grr! and i need to get ahold of the people to collect my money from the pussy who decided it would be a good idea to sucker punch me from behind thinking he was gonna take me out with a suck...
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had to be taken to the emergency room as a result of a douche bag who sucker punched me from behind ....

i now have a broken nose, and a concussion

he is having charges pressed against him for felony assault

as well as being sued for medical bills, time lost from work, and pain and suffering

if i could i would sue for him...
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severn:
That sucks... what a massive pussy! Why on earth would someone do that?? I hope you get better soon angel! x
severn:
I keep really blushing when people say nice things... not used too it guess, hence the set!! But thank you i graciously accept your compliments x
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BLAH! confused
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woo vegas in july!!! to go see unwritten law at the hard rock pool side! july 30th to august 2nd unfortunately not flying were driving gonna need my xanax and norco and somas for the drive. but totally stoked!!! ive never been to vegas woohoo!
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odissi:
Haha! whoo hoo! ill book my flight over wink
always fancied the idea of "re-living" Hunter S Thompson's "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" experience... it's up there on my 'list of things to do before i die" haha... maybe one day biggrin
odissi:
ahhh... you've made me blush! smile <3
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lillithvain:
Yep. she rocks smile
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im fucked!


then again who wants to hear about MY money problems when i know everyones got their own. FUCK! i want to stab the ppl who put us in this fucked up economy while they sit back and count their cash fuckinm bastards. i mean im thankful ive got a job, a well paying job (just not very many hrs im on call) but...
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lillithvain:
Me too... lets go stabbing smile
lillithvain:
Sweet
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kamy:


Thank you for commenting in my new set kiss kiss kiss miao!!
kamy:

Acceptance to marry you but you live very far from my!! blush love
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things are back to normal......sorta......for the time being......
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im so frustrated with my current relationship frown i wanna leave her but i love her but i cant be with her anymore it just isnt working out anymore. but i dont wanna leave her i dunno what to do. i love her i dont wanna leave her but i cant be with her bc im so frustrated please someone help.
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mavenist:
I was with the same guy for over 4 years and last year i left him and it was one of the hardest things i ever did. It seriously made me sick to my stomach, I puked and cried hysterically. I couldn't even drive home for an hour after i told him at his house; i just sat in my car crying. And I still love him beyond words.

It was also one of the best things i have done for myself and i still do not regret it.

He and i just weren't going to work and our relationship wasn't going where i wanted it to and he wasn't being the man i needed at the time. Luckily he and i have actually been able to stay good friends; in fact hes still one of my best friends.

All i can say is if the issues have been reoccurring, if you have been telling yourself for awhile now that the two of you need to split and if that one friend, the one who tells you everything straight and how it is without being biased also agrees, then you probably do need to leave her. At this point id look at all the issues in the relationship and think about how frequently they occur, are the minor or serious and how much of a toll does it take on you? Are they ever getting resolved? How long do you spend being sad, angry or upset?

And if your not going to leave why? And saying "because I love her" really shouldn't be a good enough reason for yourself. Also, how are you going to attempt to change things if you stay? Does she recognize the issues in the relationship?

For me leaving was hard because after four years being with the same person is comforting and familiar; of course it can be difficult leaving someone after just a few months.

While I have no idea what your specific issues are thats my tad bit on the subject.
I hope things get better for you, whether with or without your girl.
solace:
Sometimes it's hard to do what you know you need to do to make your life better.

P.S. I love the ship tattoo.
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happy birthday to me...
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agy:

Happy Birthday! smile

Thanks for the sweet comment on my set. kiss
bushka:
hey! thank you for your support, i appreciate it smile