mirima

I think after looking at you, and making out with you, and wanting to get into your pants, I don't think anyone is going to care if your bed is unmade. When I'm in a horny mood, I don't care what state the bed is in...I just want to be in it asap!

So, I just got home after a wonderful weekend with Andy. I walked in my house with a huge smile on my face, after being kissed by Andy, and my mother thought I was acting strange. I'm in utter bliss, and was all weekend. God, I haven't felt like this in like two years.

So now I'm surfing the interwebz, while watching scary movies, cause...
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So, the world's supposed to end today, at 6pm. What is everyone doing today?

Fuck it, I'm still going contra dancing at 8pm. No way I'm missing that. Fuck you, World!

So, I had training today. Everything went well, including getting there on time this time, and actually being dressed for it. Last time I went, I wasn't dressed properly, and I got there ten minutes late, and they wouldn't let me in. I got my first red dot, which is sort of a rewards program. If I get enough of them, I get sweet prizes....
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I'm sick and tired of constantly being judged. I'm not perfect, and I don't pretend to be. I'm not normal by societies standards, and I never will be. I don't have the perfect body, or the perfect job, or the perfect life. I don't have the perfect relationships, and I don't fit into that suburban lifestyle that everyone seems to want for me. I am...
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So, despite being happy, and everything going my way, I keep having these bouts of depression, where it seems like there are absolutely no solutions for anything. Like, no matter what I do, I'm fucking it up.

I'm sick of this. Is it even worth it anymore?

So our first weekend of Camelot went great. My friends came to see me Saturday night. They loved the performance, and it was so great to see them. We all went out to dinner afterwards. Andy and I had really missed each other, so we cuddled and made out a bit in the backseat of the car while Ross drove us to the diner. It's...
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Last night was opening night for Camelot. We screwed up a few times...people missing lines, but all in all it was a pretty good show. We're performing all weekend and next weekend too. I'd show you production stills, but the ones of me are really bad. Maybe some other time I'll show them.

Went to Northampton Pride today, in Western MA. I brought the girl...
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I feel so isolated lately. My depression is constantly getting worse. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I feel like I've been replaced with my friends. I feel like I'm not important anymore.