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Hey there. Thanks a bunch for your help. I love your journal too.

fixing credit: sometimes it is simply a matter of writing the credit bureau and explaining that the late bill probablem was not your fault - come up with some excuse - but as long as it was eventually paid, you can usually convince the credit places to remove it from your history (as long as its not something like a car repossesion or a bankrupcy). The problem is that there are 3 main credit bureaus so you might have to send letters to all three to be totally clean (Equifax, Experian, TransUnion).

Why do I know this? I am having to do the same with an unpaid Macy's bill due to change of address... Uhg!

sometimes the past *has* been more fun than the present. And easier to live? Absolutely. I'm getting my ass kicked by work on a daily basis right now. I can definitely think of extraordinary moments, nights, weeks, etc. in the past that I haven't been able to equal since. But i've already *had* those experiences; if i were to go back there, it'd be different at best. More likely boring. The toss-up of the future is the cool part.

dear elly, this is your cancer talking to you. VERY OFTEN the past seems better than the present, even accounting for the bad. remembered accurately, the past sometimes seems better. i had a whole morning of being haunted by my past and i can't shake it and it's making me blue. love, cancer.

There's a certain vanilla-smelling perfume that always reminds me of the first girl I ever really loved.

The smell of chlorine always reminds me of summers when I was a child and my brother and I would go swimming at the local high school swimming pool, and then we'd come home and lay on the floor to let the water drain out of our sinuses and watch Robotech.

That smell that fabrics get when they get old and musty always reminds me of camping when I was little.

Other scents are less precise. I might be walking around the neighborhood and a combination of some flower, the weather, and the quality of the sunlight might combine to unlock some memory, just a fleeting image, or a feeling.

...and I think that after tonight, the smell of soy cream cheese will always make me think of my little pony....good luck with the mop-up operation.


[Edited on May 25, 2003]

What are the pro's and cons, as you see them?

redesigning too? fuckin a, it's in the air.

I always sleep in my make up...... im suprized my eyes havent fallen out yet.

I get satisfaction out of deuling super-duper-ultra-closeup LE/Olivia piercing cams. Late nights on SG rock.

im sad and drunk why do i suck?

NO WAIT
its a plastic cup filled with cheap beer.

A thread I made, 'Disturbing suicide trend', disappeared last night. It was before the crash, so I have to assume it was deleted by someone. I would like to know why it was deleted, not for the sake of argument, but just so that I know. I think I deserve that, just for common courtesy's sake. If you know about this, can you please tell me?

The best of all possible meals is uncooked ramen with easy cheese.

I love tea.
I love chai.
Trader Joe's Trader Joe's please deliver ...

... Hmm ... that needs some retooling, I think.

I work at STARBUCKS...

-ELVIS-

yay for the LE cam!

Wow, you have a geek sunday and we get SG Cams. You rule.

i also want to go back to school. i also have no money. being broke is fun.

Wheat Thins kick ASS!!!!!!!!!!

im pretty sure i could mow through an entire box.
might be the oil, i hear that stuff is pretty bad for ya.
"shrugs"

woo hoo!!!
i love hickeys.

I have been getting sleep. Just want more more more. I think that it's because it's been so rainy lately and I've been listening to too much blues.

yeahhhhh that's my livingroom. Well, I changed some stuff around so it's a tiny bit different (just the shelves). I'll post more house photos after I take them.

..and I don't know why I look familiar other than I get told that all the time and that it was me that was on the hookups page for a while.