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There's simply too many beautiful naked women on this sight! My eyes feel overwhelmed! But somehow I think I'll manage. On another note, it's been seven days since I smoked weed. The urge is ever present though, and I can hear this voice in my head that keeps telling to quit fighting and just, get hiiiiigh... No no I mustn't! Have. To. Get. Clear. Headed....
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metalphilia:
I know the feeling haha. I feel lately like I'm just too "chilled out", and I need to stop in order to motivate myself. XD
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I feel like I have so much I would like to express through the English language but my thought process has gone wonky and I can never find the right words to even come close to expressing how I'm feeling. It's extremely frustrating and I really admire individuals who have mastered the art of language as a means of expressing themselves. It's really thrilling though...
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metalphilia:
Thanks. I'm trying to remain positive, I'd really rather prefer to not rot away right now. smile

It's funny, actually. While I am in a bit of a rut right now, your blog reminds me a lot of how I'm feeling right now. Like, A LOT.
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Nothing like blasting some old school hardcore gangster rap while beating the ever loving hell out of a punching bag using, fists, elbows, knees, feet and even my precious skull to help take my mind off the fact that I am trying to give up marijuana once and for all, which, doesn't mean I'll never smoke again, but it does mean in order to quit...
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