nothing much new going on...i've basically decided to just take everything as it comes and deal with it the best way i know how. i know i'm not totally able to trust myself and my own decisions but, hell, i'm a mom, i have to make the decisions.
life is relativiely normal...ive stopped talking to a few friends...one because he deserved it...the other because i...
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life is relativiely normal...ive stopped talking to a few friends...one because he deserved it...the other because i...
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I am very appreciative of all the love and concern expressed upon reading my last journal entry. That entry was a fluke in a way because i cannot even believe i brought myself to put all of that out there for people to read.
I received alot of offers to talk whenever needed and i really wish i could but i am not really able...
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terrence:
gosh.....you've had this journal up for like...forever now.....what's new, gen? 
timeoftheeclipse:
just an fyi...if there are any ghibli filsm you dont have and want, i may be able toget copies for you
my friend jsut came back from china where he bought pirated dvds of all of the movies for like $18, so if you want ill try to burn them to dvd for you if you need any, just lemme know
my friend jsut came back from china where he bought pirated dvds of all of the movies for like $18, so if you want ill try to burn them to dvd for you if you need any, just lemme know
what the fuck am i supposed to do?!
I got a letter the Saturday before last stating that i hadnt provided the proper information to my child care assistance agency, (yes, i get child care assistance because i cannot afford $400/month daycare costs), therefore my case was going to be closed unless i provided the agency with proper employment verification for June and Lyric's current...
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I got a letter the Saturday before last stating that i hadnt provided the proper information to my child care assistance agency, (yes, i get child care assistance because i cannot afford $400/month daycare costs), therefore my case was going to be closed unless i provided the agency with proper employment verification for June and Lyric's current...
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jimmypheenom:
oh and if you ain't got the Team Sleep album yet and you want it, let me know. I'll send you one.
1stxer:
Now that you have spilled your guts for the world to see, do not become a stranger around here. Glad to here Nawlins has been spared the brunt of the hurricane.
broke...
always broke...
been cleaning apartments, working the regular 8-5 and design for extra money...every venture is very "nickle and dime," and its just helping me to eek by. i'm trying to be greatful of the things i do have, although it is rather depressing that i cant do anything for my b-day.
Yes, my birthday. I'll finally get one of those little balloon thingies...
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always broke...
been cleaning apartments, working the regular 8-5 and design for extra money...every venture is very "nickle and dime," and its just helping me to eek by. i'm trying to be greatful of the things i do have, although it is rather depressing that i cant do anything for my b-day.
Yes, my birthday. I'll finally get one of those little balloon thingies...
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exmagician:
thanks....happy birthday to you too! 
hope you don't mind if i add you to my friends list.
hope you don't mind if i add you to my friends list.
whereigrow:
I just got back to town. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LATE! Hope things went well. Ole boy get ya something good?
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guitargeek:
Thank you for your prayers...
I think i may not be returning to this site after much longer. I've realized that i am by no means a social being, not even via the internet. I horrible about reading other peoples journals...i have no time to really post anything here. The no time thing is actually a bit of a blessing because its due to the work i've been getting lately....
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whereigrow:
Good luck! Sorry we never got out schedules striaght. Please keep in touch.
1stxer:
You certainly have a way with words .. expressing your contempt.
Well, i am in turmoil.
So much going on...too tired to type full stories.
a friend of mine..or rather o thought she may have been an ex friend...she called me today. She hadnt talke to me in about 2 months. I called once or twice, to see how her and her dad were doing. her dad was battling cancer...was battling...he called because he lost today...
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So much going on...too tired to type full stories.
a friend of mine..or rather o thought she may have been an ex friend...she called me today. She hadnt talke to me in about 2 months. I called once or twice, to see how her and her dad were doing. her dad was battling cancer...was battling...he called because he lost today...
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wirlwind:
what up girlie, im in new orleans, give me a shout! numbers in a message i sent you
later
later
1stxer:
I suppose sometimes a guy needs to wait and wait and .............
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1stxer:
Soooooooooo .... the bug .... does the bug evolve? 
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butt:
thank you
shaneka:
NEW UPDATE PLEASE!!
I guess i should update eh?
Well, easter was good, lyric got a buttload of candy which i am now rationing to her. I was going to post some pictures of the loot and festivities but, i just dont feel like it. Its been a blah week. i havent checked my email in god knows how long. i find myself avoiding my laptop altogether.
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Well, easter was good, lyric got a buttload of candy which i am now rationing to her. I was going to post some pictures of the loot and festivities but, i just dont feel like it. Its been a blah week. i havent checked my email in god knows how long. i find myself avoiding my laptop altogether.
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1stxer:
How about letting us know how you are doing. 
So friday was fun. A lot of folks showed up. The only one i invited that showed up was providencia. Some one I dont even know. I asked all of my friends to go.
Oh well.
I was quite bitter about it that night and decided to drown it. Not that i necessarily drank a whole lot. Or that i had alot of anything....
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Oh well.
I was quite bitter about it that night and decided to drown it. Not that i necessarily drank a whole lot. Or that i had alot of anything....
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whereigrow:
Say girl, where you hiding?
shaneka:
What line was I standing in when they were handing out the BIG boobies for skinny girls? I was neither in the big boobies or skinny girls line.
What line was I standing in when they were handing out the BIG boobies for skinny girls? I was neither in the big boobies or skinny girls line.
It would be really great if I got to meet some of you Sg folks and know you're not just a figment of my imagination! Seriously tho, as you've seen, i've commented on all my louisiana friends becuase i really want to meet everyone and it would extra fucking cool to have everyone see this show!
For anyone interested in a fuckin fine ass show,...
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For anyone interested in a fuckin fine ass show,...
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kayna:
right. dnb. if that's what you prefer, on a weekly basis mind you, to a thrice-in-a-lifetime perverted-ass super-chaotic exhibition of human (and nearly unhuman) spectacular absurdity and riotous amusement, well.. more power to you.
won't take it personally, i swear!
won't take it personally, i swear!
1stxer:
Believe me dear ... I am not a figment of your imagination. 
Oh well!