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she's never had a boyfriend.

not once in her years. not a single given time. has she tried? we've yet to know. only one of us knows.

and the questions...

will she care? no idea. will she mind? initially. but none of you care. so i write with that feeling in mind, guess it's just for me. soon enough.

don't retire it in his honor,...
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drstinkypants:
nope.
you cant put your arms around a memory
pekoe:
I miss you nut-man! Must kareoke with nut-man and this time not have him(aka-you) fall asleep drunk on the table. biggrin
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"gimme a hug."

and i'm off.

chilly air, but warm enough.

drunk couple three blocks down, they stumble by me. the girl points at a house.

"DON't tRUSt him. hE's an Asshole!" then the boy adds, "don't take HER word for it, take MINE TOO."

and i open my arms wide, point toward the house as we brush ourselves by and i say, "i guess...
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drstinkypants:
how the hell do you meet all these girls anyhow?
medusaq:
not in reference to your post, but rather in response to a post you made for me:

i'm happy to know someone understands. smile
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so, i'm not even sure if posting this is a good idea, but... this is what it is to be torn. she couldn't look at me when she said it, that look on her face like this is something i have to say.

"i thought about you when i was in Mexico..."

she's looking at the floor while speaking. smile gracing her lips, but...
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xaqary:
gotta plan around the
DoomTree- Atmosphere show

it's the 1st and the 2nd I only need to go to one.

Love you buddy

you'd be proud a me
irina:
18 and 23 isn't really such a bad thing, in my opinion, but then again, I'm only 19 myself. But I've dated men quite a bit older than you. If, however, she's still in high school, I'd say RUN AWAY!!! High school and not high school are like the sun and Uranus. (Read that however you'd like.)

I don't know. 18 can mean a lot of different things, and so can 23. It can't hurt to try, right?
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Life is (or at least can be) one of those really out of place jokes. Like when you're at a funeral and all you can do is notice that the corpse is wearing a striped suit coat with solid pants and the ugliest vest you've ever seen. You're thinking to yourself that the undertakers must have been on crack when they were dressing him up...
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cerah:
Glad you liked it buttface! You should come online more... I MISSES j00!!!
otoki:
Bring the gas mask to Razorfist's on the 22nd!!
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Not that he's broken, but he's only had the same view of his reflection all these years. It's hard for him to gain a true perspective. Offset, more three-dimensional.

The state edition -


Current state: fair.

Been out, about, and not so down. You care you care. Developing new tastes, at least one for sanity, and another for Guiness. These things happen I guess.


Former...
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jakesattic:
nope, 6128509472
toneski:
bills...next time, I am fucking there. you magnificent bastard.
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You'd think that I'd have a lot to say right now. But I don't. I'm kinda speechless, but there'll be pictures, I'm sure.

:shudders:

blush
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otoki:
I have aim now (not too happy about it). What's your name on it?
roby:
fitty ain't old if you a tree. bitch!
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a conversation i have with myself everyday around noon:

"see this sugar, they don't get it.

"blowing through pages and pages like nothing. can't stop writing and neither can you, can you? 'i hate the one thing i need, i just don't trust you now baby...'

"but it's been too long now hasn't it? they don't talk and it's like the walls cave to it....
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barbiq:
HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NICE WEEKWND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wink kiss
pixie_punch:
i sincerly hope you enjoyed your chocolate malt.

i am now going to watch Sideways.

si, mucho.
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Three o'clock. Minneapolis.

My rooms are lighting up because this glowing flashing sky is promising me a thunderstorm. I hope and pray that these drops will process the last three months or so into something more pliable that my inner mechanics can mold properly.

Into what was.

Turning it over. Dismantling my theories, because "Fuck. Them."

Divide and conquer is the idea I guess, but...
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rylie:
dude, I had a dream last night that you got a pet tarantula. Everyone was at your place, which being a dream wasn't ACTUALLY your place, and I freaked out cuz you put the tarantula on me. then sarah called me a big pussy. Then your room-mate came home(who was just some random chick) and she wanted to kill the tarantula.

so yeah...

you also had a pet cheetah and a panther, but you could turn those off with a remote when you wanted.
nebel:
(in response to tc thread) wink
I've been pushing to make all these things possible.....it's hard stuff.....and I'm all sickly.....pity me! damn it!

but naw, just work and school......whoooopie! biggrin
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lots of friends step around making clomping noises.

and lots of them wear boots. big black leather thick soled boots. clompclompclomp...

and some of them make noises but i don't hear those noises.

i only hear the bushes rattle and...

little birds chirping.

or little bugs chewing leaves. dead leaves.

poor kids. nothing doing.

poor kid. closed up tight inside her head.

poor ones getting...
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sunnysunny:
it was really really nice listening to all those songs with you last night. i heart you.
*shiivahs*
distant:
common speak to common place minds fold to frame to sleep again. we find these words whored within, dying to be freed, to freely commit murderous acts. but they'll keep their peace, they'll tame my thoughts, if it weren't for these cutting promiscuous words, i'd be long.............. dead.

take care of yourself.
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contrast:


i know i'd seen this pic before... but i wasn't struck by it until i saw it in one of toneskis pics. i guess kind of like when you don't appreciate a song the first time, then one day it just hits you.

anyway, i think i'm in love with alaska now. or you, or both. or your camera. something!
z:
Yeah, I got cut at 8:20. I checked at the movie theater on the off chance people were meeting up at 8 and the movie didn't start until later, but then I saw that the movie actually started at 8. Oh well, maybe next time.
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Six days since.

And a ton of photos.****

And arguements.

And a sleep-over.*

And regret, but not.*

And bad times.

And good times.

And birthdays.**

And bars.

And car chases (not really).

And interest.

And I've got something to talk about. Something beautiful.***



***She walked up, early forties, with her son on the cart. Looked down to fill out an order form.

When I look...
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scoots:
not awhile ago, just last week. im sure you could feel it in the air..........or in your pants
yuriel:
yer quite welcome cubemeister smile
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