billybillybilly

Back on the night shift.

This feels so yesterday. Or like a past life, this whole going to bed with the sun thing. And it's maybe a little too natural. It's what happens when I have all the time in the world and not a first thought on where to spend it.

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Disconnection is a bitch, though.

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I'm listening to the music inside...
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Jimmie's got a goil,
.................................goil,
..............................................goil,
Jimmie's got a goil...

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And yet he doesn't. Very soon, I'll be able to post absolutely nothing. Because EVERYONE would know all my business. And I'd have to answer questions to higher powers than myself.

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Enjoy your innocence.

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I'm in a situation even more confusing than I'd have ever hoped for.

And cheers to that!

I'm really not much of an SG person as I had been. In certain ways I miss that, and in others I most certainly do not.

I got to see my family over Thanksgiving. It was nice. It was also my first instance of being drunk in my hometown.

All of my willpower, out the window to those folks. But then, they don't really know...
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Keep your dials locked and your eyeballs glued to the television, for the next Feats of the Jobless Wonder.






...because I just clocked out for the last time.

...no more Target Photolab.

...no more red and khaki.

...no more "meetings" in the office (or at least, that office) about my behavior, and hopefully no more bosses who absolutely will not listen, who actively seek...
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Tim says,

"i like dick."

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So it's been a while hasn't it? Something like a month, I don't care to check.

Thank you to those who commented on my last journal. I don't have much time to respond anymore, and I rarely get to check them. I do check whenever I get the chance, and they make me smile, so please comment if you...
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I'm out of internet. My streak could really have only lasted so long anyway, and here we are.

I wrote out a resignation letter to my current job. I've yet to hand it in though, so yes, I am a pussy. But it's really good. I promise though, that I will post it here when I hand it in. That will be an interesting day...
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I was archived there for a bit, but I missed you guys, so I asked real nice if they'd let me back, and ta-da!



Thank you VERY much Roby, you rock hard. Long lives our livers.

Gotta figure out who's gonna take that last spot...

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For millions of reasons and none, I've got very little to say on here lately.

Reasons like calm water, and throwing money at the moon to pretend like my dreams aren't remote. Reasons like clarity and the lack thereof. Reasons like I smoke too much and why, but it's more exciting if you don't know....
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What else is there to say? It's been an amazing couple a' days.

I write down what she means
each night on my body;
wish sleep
across sheets more crumpled from moving
in silent exclaimations

(my thoughts wake the neighbors)

and little by little a little
bit more of me, spilt,
runs back toward an ocean each drop
dragged broken along;
glass and needles and half-eaten meals
some looks like i-want-you
a place to sink in and throw...
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The old lady in the food court wants two all-beef weiners.

Fuckin' aye man, so do i.

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My week with my family on the lake was wonderful. Few people really care or were wondering about that and I'm alright about that, but hey.

I did three basic things, with intersections for things like clothes and CD shopping: sleep, read, toss my nephew around. On...
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I'm outtie until Monday. Gonna be with my family. My siss, my favorite. Ma and pops. Miss 'em lots, gonna be good.

I've felt especially awesome lately, this is going to be one of the best weeks so far of the last year and a half for me. That's fucking awesome, and thanks for being a part of it.

Outtie.