Hey!
Ive been doing a little reflecting this past week myself. Ive started to feel very numb to the world around me for some reason. People close to me have noticed Im freezing and spacing out blankly like a crazy person. I think I need a major change. I on the otherhand have not felt myself lately. I feel like my inside does not match my outside.
I wish I had a darkroom to play in. Take full advantage of that shit.
Im sorry you had a loss in the family. I lost my two childhood pets thoughout last year and Christmas wasnt the same. My parents got two new editions though a month ago. They are super cute. (Puggle puppies).
time. friday=dancing at the cherry. yay i saw datsun shake her thang. (i want you to feel better, like new) and my friends were giving me drinks and love. friday=changing my hair again, goodbye dots. hello darkness. friday=the artist formerly known as g_e_d adding color to my thistle tattoo...hurt like a bitch at the end. not like brandings-all you branding buddies...
friday=dinner party at the... Read More
as i write i am getting a juicy massage from my juicy friend H bomb...she is loving the hawk on hawk violence. there is jeff buckley playing on the laptop, real blues like. and she just farted and we laughed. work is gute. the second day even better than the first. today we put together pallet orders of yummy organic produce. we scuttle and shuffle... Read More
hay... <- that's the punchline to ine of my favorite dumb jokes... you win if you can tell me the joke. hee hee
thanks for the b-day wish singing on my phone!! that was rad. i knew it was you before i saw that u said you would call me. at first it was a mystery, but i figured the 408 must be you. ha HA!
i'm wrapping up my weekend now with some time on the puter...not pewter..i wish...at the crucible in oakland...anyone here go there? probably people that don't come to visit my journal and vice-versa.
i am home with the family after more than a week. i really should never have put San... Read More
for anyone who's read my profile w/gusto and is wondering what flyness could possibly be 'ten g bob', go here
the site is still baby fresh but you can hear a bit of their music and check my brother-in-law (brotha with the glasses).
sweet.
i am painting in exchange for a hair cut and color on monday. love my daffy. i am going to the... Read More
curveball. the body gets rid of hunger, used. blackness. two different ones...my pieces come off in sleep. cavity chasm search and i pray for substance. please find it in me.
we're watching clockwork orange at 8:30 am while a hangover takes hold of my jugular....that's just wrong man...like if anything were wrong, that would be it...but i'm going to a free movie today: million dollar... Read More
i'm taking this journal to say thanks to everyone who left the love...and that was a lot of love...gigi and i are going to see bad education in the city after my second interview...my fingers are crossed...hope everyone's having a good day...hopefully i'll be drunk by tonight from the celebration...and then no more drinking...i'm such a fucking scorpio...
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update: got the job...fuck yeah!! thanks... Read More
hey. you know, i have never understood that word, in english, candids, what is it??? what does it mean? help meeee i'm taking my boyfriend out for a walk now, he's fucking stressed and fucked up by everything that has happend and got way to much to do at work. poor baby. i can't sleep when he can't sleep so i'm tired too. so we'll go out in the swedish greyness of january right now. not very exiting. but i like walking.