today today, be where we really are
I am teh drunk
trevor is pwnt
wait in line till your time
god, I don't even know what to write, i just have to revel in the feeling of drunkeness before tiredness. Usually my metabolism can handle alcohol but occasionally I take more than my fair share.
doom doom doom doom doom
do you believe what you...
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I am teh drunk
trevor is pwnt
wait in line till your time
god, I don't even know what to write, i just have to revel in the feeling of drunkeness before tiredness. Usually my metabolism can handle alcohol but occasionally I take more than my fair share.
doom doom doom doom doom
do you believe what you...
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shoegal:
meh
I have an ex who has been calling me lately, I guess I should say that, she wants to be friends. I dated this girl for two years, and she wants some sembalance of friendship, she chose school over me, I understood that, I support that, I felt it would be possible to continue the relationship till a suitable time that I could move to...
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everyone hates a tourist.
you will never understand how it feels to live your life with no meaning or control.
so pat and tabitha came over last night, and we watched the transporter. she has a dog which i believe is half boarder collie, I think im in love with it, its the best dog ever. Except that it climbed all over my couch ;-)...
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you will never understand how it feels to live your life with no meaning or control.
so pat and tabitha came over last night, and we watched the transporter. she has a dog which i believe is half boarder collie, I think im in love with it, its the best dog ever. Except that it climbed all over my couch ;-)...
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The past is but the beginning of the beginning and all that is and has been is but the twilight of the dawn.
H. G. Wells
Tomorrow my furnature comes, Leather couch, fabric chair, all good. I have a coffee table but I don't know if I like it, I have a pompazon as well, my little dish shaped chair, or should i say the...
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H. G. Wells
Tomorrow my furnature comes, Leather couch, fabric chair, all good. I have a coffee table but I don't know if I like it, I have a pompazon as well, my little dish shaped chair, or should i say the...
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shoegal:
that kitty is hungry. you need to feed him. 
hehe. there should be pictures of the furinture. i'm excited about it. no more floor. although i suppose i did have the funny chair this time.
awesome weekend, eh? mine was amazing.
you already know how to dance, ,
i think you're right on with the whole self improvement notion. if you want to grow and become better, it's harder to do it if you're in a relationship.
people think they love other people while they don't love themselves. they're just looking for someone to cling to. clinging is bad.
i don't want to cling to anybody, i just wanna be happy by myself.
but if there was someone cool out there....heh...that's different.
i think whatever it is, you seem to be doing better.
hehe. there should be pictures of the furinture. i'm excited about it. no more floor. although i suppose i did have the funny chair this time.
awesome weekend, eh? mine was amazing.
you already know how to dance, ,
i think you're right on with the whole self improvement notion. if you want to grow and become better, it's harder to do it if you're in a relationship.
people think they love other people while they don't love themselves. they're just looking for someone to cling to. clinging is bad.
i don't want to cling to anybody, i just wanna be happy by myself.
but if there was someone cool out there....heh...that's different.
i think whatever it is, you seem to be doing better.
silence is a weight on one's chest like the succubi of old leeching breath and trapping one ceaselessly in a dream like state.
I had a dream when I was a young in which the flesh was ripped from my bones and I was resurrected as a skeleton and made to fight in an endless war between necromancers.
I had a dream when i was...
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I had a dream when I was a young in which the flesh was ripped from my bones and I was resurrected as a skeleton and made to fight in an endless war between necromancers.
I had a dream when i was...
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andromeda:
You have some wicked dreams! I like them. My dreams have sucked lately. Gimme some of yours!
Break it all down
I don't really want anything anymore, and the less I want the better I feel, fuck relationships, fuck houses, fuck cars, fuck happyness. I miss my little hole in the middle of the woods, somehow it was emotionally settling to live in the middle of nowhere away from everyone.
Fight Club had it right.
Marla did ruin it all, cause he...
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I don't really want anything anymore, and the less I want the better I feel, fuck relationships, fuck houses, fuck cars, fuck happyness. I miss my little hole in the middle of the woods, somehow it was emotionally settling to live in the middle of nowhere away from everyone.
Fight Club had it right.
Marla did ruin it all, cause he...
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shoegal:
:hugs:
i can just hear you saying "aww...she seems so sad." heh. just like when you tell me that i'm grumpy. i dunno if you remember that or not....
anyways....you know....you don't do a bad job of cheering me up.
talking to you usually makes me pretty happy.
bah. fuck happyness. how silly. no. happiness is the stuff of life. let's run away to wisconsin, i'm ready whenever you are...
oh...and you're free to do anything at anytime, you don't need to lose everything, you just need to take control of your life and do what you want. you can keep your stuff. just get it right in your mind...
i talked to jackie tonight,...pretty interesting stuff....
i can just hear you saying "aww...she seems so sad." heh. just like when you tell me that i'm grumpy. i dunno if you remember that or not....
anyways....you know....you don't do a bad job of cheering me up.
talking to you usually makes me pretty happy.
bah. fuck happyness. how silly. no. happiness is the stuff of life. let's run away to wisconsin, i'm ready whenever you are...
oh...and you're free to do anything at anytime, you don't need to lose everything, you just need to take control of your life and do what you want. you can keep your stuff. just get it right in your mind...
i talked to jackie tonight,...pretty interesting stuff....
So, lunch time yet again
And look where I am, updating... again lol.
I am eating chinese, I love asian food, something about it is so tastey. Sushi is one of my favorites, as is lo mein. There is something so fresh and clean tasting about sushi... fried sushi is also good, excuse me tempura.
So my finances are running low, being the end of...
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And look where I am, updating... again lol.
I am eating chinese, I love asian food, something about it is so tastey. Sushi is one of my favorites, as is lo mein. There is something so fresh and clean tasting about sushi... fried sushi is also good, excuse me tempura.
So my finances are running low, being the end of...
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shoegal:
you should cook. or eat lean cuisine. it's quite terrible, but cheap, and quick, and filling.
hm. i went to crispers last night with peter. it was good. it's owned by publix, so it has to be good. its a bunch of salads and sandwiches. i think they have it in jax. they have everything in jax.
i need to learn how to cook. otherwise, how am i ever going to be anyone's wife? heh.
i emailed you...
hm. i went to crispers last night with peter. it was good. it's owned by publix, so it has to be good. its a bunch of salads and sandwiches. i think they have it in jax. they have everything in jax.
i need to learn how to cook. otherwise, how am i ever going to be anyone's wife? heh.
i emailed you...
Hmm no pics... excessively shitty camera.
where is my railgun when i need it... mmm quake. Mmmm depleted uranium slug going near the speed of light, corkscrew smoke trails are the best though.
where is my railgun when i need it... mmm quake. Mmmm depleted uranium slug going near the speed of light, corkscrew smoke trails are the best though.
I am listening to this song... by the shins... called new slang... its a feel good song, and it makes me feel good. It will change your life.
I think I am going to add pictures tonight, im a poser. Shitty camera.
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ah... I may feel better tonight, I think emotionally ive surpressed anger, sadness, hatred, love, failure, and a number of other emotions...
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I think I am going to add pictures tonight, im a poser. Shitty camera.
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ah... I may feel better tonight, I think emotionally ive surpressed anger, sadness, hatred, love, failure, and a number of other emotions...
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So I am going to work on this thing a bit tonight.
Dead I am the sky
Watching Angels cry
While they slowly turn
Conquering the Wyrm
So, Life isn't so good, I think I have to break it down and start anew. A but this wolf sheds his fur only so many times in his life.
What is fair, what is unfair, is all...
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Dead I am the sky
Watching Angels cry
While they slowly turn
Conquering the Wyrm
So, Life isn't so good, I think I have to break it down and start anew. A but this wolf sheds his fur only so many times in his life.
What is fair, what is unfair, is all...
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shoegal:
:hugs;
i wrote you an email, so you should check that out...
i wrote you an email, so you should check that out...
assassin4hire:
Its true I don't have a computer right now..
. or not really, supposedly I got a super kickin computer (alien ware 7700) but... in the time that Ive had it (a total of 2 weeks) Ive had to send it back twice and argue over the phone for at least a total of 24 hours with the tech guys *sigh* the video card over heats wicked bad... can play a video intense game for about 5 min and a not so intense game for about 10 min 
befor it shuts its self down.... so I bought a laptop cooling system and if it comes back and still does it (they are supposed to put in a new video card) Ill try that out and hopefully Ill be up and runnin and back on wow, Id love to try a pvp but it kinda scares me... I don't like it when other people kick my ass... makes me ... well... very mad... and Im rather unpleasant when Im mad 
but Ive never tried and I like to try everything at least once... maybe even twice... 
.... well Ill let you know when Im on and what my name is! 
Yes it is a Knight, its my fav. to play in the game...and thank you Im quite fond of it myself
I would love to try skydiving....
We all go splat...sooner or latter...
[Edited on Jan 25, 2005 3:56PM]
. or not really, supposedly I got a super kickin computer (alien ware 7700) but... in the time that Ive had it (a total of 2 weeks) Ive had to send it back twice and argue over the phone for at least a total of 24 hours with the tech guys *sigh* the video card over heats wicked bad... can play a video intense game for about 5 min and a not so intense game for about 10 min befor it shuts its self down.... so I bought a laptop cooling system and if it comes back and still does it (they are supposed to put in a new video card) Ill try that out and hopefully Ill be up and runnin and back on wow, Id love to try a pvp but it kinda scares me... I don't like it when other people kick my ass... makes me ... well... very mad... and Im rather unpleasant when Im mad but Ive never tried and I like to try everything at least once... maybe even twice... .... well Ill let you know when Im on and what my name is! Yes it is a Knight, its my fav. to play in the game...and thank you Im quite fond of it myself
I would love to try skydiving....
We all go splat...sooner or latter...
[Edited on Jan 25, 2005 3:56PM]