I had two dreams last night.
the first involved something that seemed like a ghost that brought flooding along with it where it traveled, or multiple ghosts. I would wake up, or walk into a room that was flooded, and i could feel them under the water brushing against me, and if i looked down i could see their corpses staring back up at me....
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the first involved something that seemed like a ghost that brought flooding along with it where it traveled, or multiple ghosts. I would wake up, or walk into a room that was flooded, and i could feel them under the water brushing against me, and if i looked down i could see their corpses staring back up at me....
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I think I am going to update my picture, but I need to find something to update it to... as for right now, more DAWN OF WAR!
For eleven hundred years I have fought and I have seen the darkness of our galaxy...I have seen all the evil the galaxy harbours, and I have slain them. I have seen what you must see, I have...
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For eleven hundred years I have fought and I have seen the darkness of our galaxy...I have seen all the evil the galaxy harbours, and I have slain them. I have seen what you must see, I have...
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chrysea:
Ooohh new Trevie pictures...Yeah...not only has it been a while since I have heard your voice, but also since I have seen you recently. 
And you know I think you're very nummy to look at. 
I'll probably always think you're damn sexy...well at least until you're old and wrinkly, then maybe not so much...
As for your little quoties...I've always loved how excited you get with things...Even if they are short lived. You're cute...
~C~
And you know I think you're very nummy to look at.
I'll probably always think you're damn sexy...well at least until you're old and wrinkly, then maybe not so much...
As for your little quoties...I've always loved how excited you get with things...Even if they are short lived. You're cute...
~C~
Fuck, I'm tired, that kind of tired where when you blink you can immediately feel yourself falling asleep in that fraction of a second...
tired and pale. My bills are outragous and I don't know if I will be able to afford a house, it is moderately upsetting being that I was actually looking forward to owning a house.
ah well <3 hulk smash.
tired and pale. My bills are outragous and I don't know if I will be able to afford a house, it is moderately upsetting being that I was actually looking forward to owning a house.
ah well <3 hulk smash.
chrysea:
Aaww babe... I'm sorry you might not be able to get your house. I'm sure eventually someday you will. At least now you can continue to live by yourself and I can move in with you (j/k) hehe.
And I like you pale... But you know I am weird...Pale is sexy 
And I'd so snuggle up and take a nap with you...Just watch those hands...
<3,
~C~
I'm sorry you might not be able to get your house. I'm sure eventually someday you will. At least now you can continue to live by yourself and I can move in with you (j/k) hehe.
And I like you pale...
But you know I am weird...Pale is sexy
And I'd so snuggle up and take a nap with you...Just watch those hands...
<3,
~C~
so, ive delved into the dark world of warmachine, an expensive hobby that also serves as a type of wargame, my faction, as usual - is not very subtle, they have heavy armor and they beat peoples faces in, forgive me if I say so but I don't like relying on magic, and yes, in my mind something seems very unreliabe about blue fire flying...
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chrysea:
Well technically Vlad and Bathory were distantly related, but none the less. Though, I would certainly consider Vlad someone who took pleasure in the torture and display of his enemies, Bathory is outright sadistic.
Though the dead tolls between the 2 are a drastic difference, 100,000 or so vs. about 600 you have to consider many of Vlad's were enemies.
Bathory not only drank the blood of many of her victims, she bathed in the blood of virgins. She had a bathtub placed in her torture dungeon underneath an iron cage with spikes in it just large enough for a couple girls to crouch in so they would be pierced to death so she could take a shower in the blood.
She had and took part in beating, stabbing, cutting with knives, starving, and often eviscerating them while they were still alive.
In my opinion, I would have to say Bathory was possibly worse, but I wouldn't debate either 1 not being psychotic.
Anyway...you never talk about me... >sniff sniff<
~C~
Though the dead tolls between the 2 are a drastic difference, 100,000 or so vs. about 600 you have to consider many of Vlad's were enemies.
Bathory not only drank the blood of many of her victims, she bathed in the blood of virgins. She had a bathtub placed in her torture dungeon underneath an iron cage with spikes in it just large enough for a couple girls to crouch in so they would be pierced to death so she could take a shower in the blood.
She had and took part in beating, stabbing, cutting with knives, starving, and often eviscerating them while they were still alive.
In my opinion, I would have to say Bathory was possibly worse, but I wouldn't debate either 1 not being psychotic.
Anyway...you never talk about me... >sniff sniff<
~C~
My chin is scruffy
you may call me scruffalottamus
my entire body hurts.
I am suffering from ennui
God I've never been so bored in my life
I think I want to be a private investigator.
you may call me scruffalottamus
my entire body hurts.
I am suffering from ennui
God I've never been so bored in my life
I think I want to be a private investigator.
flux:
I'm with you, man. I mean, scruffalottamus.
chrysea:
If you're so bored, then do something so out of character. Hell, book a flight, and come visit me.
I don't mean for sex, but I'm sure I could stir up to cure your boredom and my loneliness.
But I know you wont do that. I know you'd never do that. So...Be bored, then I guess...
~C~
I don't mean for sex, but I'm sure I could stir up to cure your boredom and my loneliness.
But I know you wont do that. I know you'd never do that. So...Be bored, then I guess...
~C~
let me please introduce myself, i am a man of wealth and taste
I laid traps for troubadours
who get killed before they reached bombay
Pleased to meet you...
hope you guessed my name.
I laid traps for troubadours
who get killed before they reached bombay
Pleased to meet you...
hope you guessed my name.
chrysea:
OZZY!!!! eerr...well, Lucifer... Do I win anything?!
~C~
Do I win anything?!
~C~
chrysea:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TREVIE-KINS!!!
<3,
~C~
<3,
~C~
1luneywolf:
Craptastic
Self Actualization FTW (for the win for those not in the know.)
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chrysea:
Oh he is very hot, isn't he... >sigh<
~C~
>sigh<
~C~
chrysea:
Isn't so much that I am looking for happiness in someone else, more so I am looking for fulfillment in my life in general. I think I take it out on you too much because that part of my life is more tangible, unfortunately... >sigh<
~C~
~C~
There is an idea of a Trevor Blackwell, some kind of abstraction, hut there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping you and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply am not there.
of course you probably know right where...
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of course you probably know right where...
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shoegal:
you disappeared off myspace....what gives!?
i leave town and this is what happens....
i leave town and this is what happens....
shoegal:
send me those pics so i can crop them...you know the face ones...you know for your profile
Last night at close to 3 a.m. i came to the realization that time travel is not a biproduct of faster than light travel, but rather faster than light travel is a biproduct of time travel, ponder that one woooo...
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shoegal:
mmm....of course i forgive you....with a face like that, how could i not??
So, perchance I will get back to regularly updating this thing. Though regular up-idation meens a couple of things to me, one being the more I write, the lower the quality of the writings I produce I think...
The other thing I notice is that the quality of my writing increases drastically when I am depressed. Which may give way to all new theories about...
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The other thing I notice is that the quality of my writing increases drastically when I am depressed. Which may give way to all new theories about...
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shivasshakti:
So, I have this nasty habit of looking at random people's old journals. I know - weird, right?
I stumble upon yours and - voila - see that you've come to the same conclusion I have, which is that happiness is entirely counterproductive.
To that, I have to say, bravo!
I stumble upon yours and - voila - see that you've come to the same conclusion I have, which is that happiness is entirely counterproductive.
To that, I have to say, bravo!
sometimes you just need to open a vein and write
its... 15:12 most of my bills are paid, life should be good, afterall my choices are limitless, I am for the most part, free. No obligations, and yet, when there are no obligations I feel more obligated to keep my promises, therby trapping myself further in a place I don't even know If I want...
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its... 15:12 most of my bills are paid, life should be good, afterall my choices are limitless, I am for the most part, free. No obligations, and yet, when there are no obligations I feel more obligated to keep my promises, therby trapping myself further in a place I don't even know If I want...
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andromeda:
Wow. I love your journal entry! It isn't very often that I can relate to what people write. I love to run away from things as well. It sounds like you really know much much more than you think.
Lately, though...I've been having dreams involving Binx and WoW...and how she has her own little WoW char, and keeps wanting to help me do quests, and she seems to know what she is doing. I always wake up feeling...Damn, my cat is good at WoW...
<3,
~C~