yes i have felt like that before. i was really calm and happy with my life. a place of contentment. i rarely long for material things usually i want for my pain to go away or my house to magicaly clean it self. and my queston to you is what type of theme would you shoot if you had the opportunity?
hmmm...i'm not sure if i've ever not thought of needing something. but more often than not, i'm not thinking about what i need--like sleep, food,etc. i just get it--kind of like going through the motions. a habit. my mind is never wavering, always churning up new images, thoughts, stories--sometimes way too fast for me to get them on paper or make sense of it all. so i guess during those frequent times, i'm not thinking about needing anything at all. i'm just sporadically thinking & dreaming.
What sucked the optimism out of you?
Love:
The Grotesquely Annoying Optimist.