I'm doing a journal entry that makes me happy. It's like my Peter Pan Happy Thought kind of thing. Stuff that makes me HAPPY!!... No being DOWN today, just HAPPY STUFF!!!
Tom DeLonge of Blink 182. He's already married, but I can daydream. I also have a blast singing along with Tom, he anunciates so oddly when he sings. He is just goofy and always...
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Tom DeLonge of Blink 182. He's already married, but I can daydream. I also have a blast singing along with Tom, he anunciates so oddly when he sings. He is just goofy and always...
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SO let me ponder life questions today:
Firstly, my money situation is dire, and it keeps getting worse. No job in sight. MAYBE this one job I'm calling about tomorrow, but that is hardly going to get me out of the heaps of debt that I'm in. I think about all the stupid shit I've bought, and all the money on my credit cards, and...
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Firstly, my money situation is dire, and it keeps getting worse. No job in sight. MAYBE this one job I'm calling about tomorrow, but that is hardly going to get me out of the heaps of debt that I'm in. I think about all the stupid shit I've bought, and all the money on my credit cards, and...
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waxangel:
Going back home or not is a tough decision. I nearly moved back to my mom's last year, when I was going through some really rough shit, and that would have been from NYC to Alabama (shudder). Fortunately I have great friends who helped me get the job I have now, and let me live rent-free until I was on my feet again.
I'd say stick it out as long as you can, and break your ass looking for a job, but moving back is no defeat. It's just doing what you have to do when you have to do it. And if you do have to move in with your Pop, bite your tongue! You're not allowed to fuss back at him.
I'd say stick it out as long as you can, and break your ass looking for a job, but moving back is no defeat. It's just doing what you have to do when you have to do it. And if you do have to move in with your Pop, bite your tongue! You're not allowed to fuss back at him.
a_faust:
manchester, nh???
i agree with saving money and getting a job, you should choose the home where you will have the most opportunity to get a good paying job, and work on getting into school. i know moving back to your pops or mom's with fuckin suck, but it will get you on your feet so you can prove yourself totally in due time. credit cards are evil, just do what you gotta do and then get back on with YOUR life as YOU want it when you debts are clear and your on your own 2 feet.
i lived with my grandma for a while to save money and i survived to tell about it
gotta go my boss is coming! cheer up sweety, i love you!
i agree with saving money and getting a job, you should choose the home where you will have the most opportunity to get a good paying job, and work on getting into school. i know moving back to your pops or mom's with fuckin suck, but it will get you on your feet so you can prove yourself totally in due time. credit cards are evil, just do what you gotta do and then get back on with YOUR life as YOU want it when you debts are clear and your on your own 2 feet.
i lived with my grandma for a while to save money and i survived to tell about it
gotta go my boss is coming! cheer up sweety, i love you!
Update to entry 5:06 p.m.:
Never got a call for my interview today. Fuckers.
So I slept until now. I didn't fall asleep until almost 6 a.m. My roommate couldn't sleep either. She crawled into bed with me and we talked for a couple hours... pondered why it is that when I want a relationship with someone, they don't want one with me, and on...
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Never got a call for my interview today. Fuckers.
So I slept until now. I didn't fall asleep until almost 6 a.m. My roommate couldn't sleep either. She crawled into bed with me and we talked for a couple hours... pondered why it is that when I want a relationship with someone, they don't want one with me, and on...
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manchester_black:
It sounds like it would be quite the book, my interest is piqued already...theres always a market for love (or lack of it) stories. People like knowing they aren't the only ones with their kind of problems
murder_tramp:
Guys and relationships are really something huh?
I say go for the book, do it, the best storys are probably not written. There for if you write yours and other people get to read it they might find something that speaks to them, and you should get a lot out of it yourself as well. Like you said it'd be sort of like purging yourself. Good luck bebe, and don't mess with those meds. Take 'em how they should be and if you don't want to anymore take it up with the PHD, that's what they get paid for... to look out for you and know how that stuff is best suited to help you out... boy don't I sound like the "health care professional" I'm supposed to be.
I say go for the book, do it, the best storys are probably not written. There for if you write yours and other people get to read it they might find something that speaks to them, and you should get a lot out of it yourself as well. Like you said it'd be sort of like purging yourself. Good luck bebe, and don't mess with those meds. Take 'em how they should be and if you don't want to anymore take it up with the PHD, that's what they get paid for... to look out for you and know how that stuff is best suited to help you out... boy don't I sound like the "health care professional" I'm supposed to be.
Ugh. good things, bad things. Can't I just have one good day? sheesh...
it's 7:21 p.m. here in Baltimore, I've gone to the possible job location earlier today and it looks good, but no word on that till tomorrow I believe.
My roommate and I watched "Les Miserables," one of the best stories ever written. She thought it was great, but I have an attachment...
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it's 7:21 p.m. here in Baltimore, I've gone to the possible job location earlier today and it looks good, but no word on that till tomorrow I believe.
My roommate and I watched "Les Miserables," one of the best stories ever written. She thought it was great, but I have an attachment...
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holymackerel:
hmm.
1.butter?
2. b for sure
3. if i had enough time i would.
your brothers look like pretty good guys by the way
have a good week
1.butter?
2. b for sure
3. if i had enough time i would.
your brothers look like pretty good guys by the way
have a good week
theevilone:
1st, I could only commit if this fantasy also insured that I would not grow tired of the one thing... if I would not grow tired... on some magic level... I know for sure it would be something sweet, but I can say no more beyond that...
to answer the second one, I would be immortal, as I will not have the couple of great ones... I am not equiped with the needed components to do this, and I am happiest when I am alone.. I have tried, but I prefer to be by myself.
third, I could pay it forward, but I am in no tough spot now.... I have been... and would gladly pay it forward to be relieved....
to answer the second one, I would be immortal, as I will not have the couple of great ones... I am not equiped with the needed components to do this, and I am happiest when I am alone.. I have tried, but I prefer to be by myself.
third, I could pay it forward, but I am in no tough spot now.... I have been... and would gladly pay it forward to be relieved....
Updated 3:00 p.m. 4/13/04:
I went to my job interview, and the guy who was to interview me cut out early... so, I dropped off my resume and filled out some application stuff, leaving that with my resume. I was told that since I was referred by a current employee (my friend's boyfriend), I have a good amount of experience, and since basically no one...
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I went to my job interview, and the guy who was to interview me cut out early... so, I dropped off my resume and filled out some application stuff, leaving that with my resume. I was told that since I was referred by a current employee (my friend's boyfriend), I have a good amount of experience, and since basically no one...
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m_a_y:
I'd answer your QOTD but Lou basically covered it all. If the roles were reversed when Lou and I met (him with a child and me w/o a child ), I still would have pursued him.
T.
T.
louisthunter:
About above M_A_Y comment:
Yeah, as long as I had gotten a hair cut.
Lou
Yeah, as long as I had gotten a hair cut.
Lou
TOTALLY AWESOME LINK YOU MUST CHECK OUT:
Kittens
This makes me laugh anytime I'm down.
Hmmm.... ok it's now 8:43 p.m. here in Maryland.... it's STILL raining and cold... and I am still bored. I'm not going out in THIS crappy weather for sure....
I have a job interview tomorrow. Yay! A friend's boyfriend hooked me up for tomorrow at the car dealership he works...
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Kittens
This makes me laugh anytime I'm down.
Hmmm.... ok it's now 8:43 p.m. here in Maryland.... it's STILL raining and cold... and I am still bored. I'm not going out in THIS crappy weather for sure....
I have a job interview tomorrow. Yay! A friend's boyfriend hooked me up for tomorrow at the car dealership he works...
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illcommunication:
maybe your interviewer will be a huge romero fan and you can butter him/her up with your knowledge of day of the dead and martin....the only hard part will be figuring out if he is a fan or not....
illcommunication:
didnt even see your questions!
1. Tiny Granger!!
2.Nighttime Supervisor of Wine Retail(the night guy)
3.i think of alot of things
4.i'll go with polly since i've actually talked with her-its too tough though!
5.Boygeorgeismymom-she introduced me to alot of people-mercie seems very nice too though! couldnt resist the questions its 4 i'm off to bed
1. Tiny Granger!!
2.Nighttime Supervisor of Wine Retail(the night guy)
3.i think of alot of things
4.i'll go with polly since i've actually talked with her-its too tough though!
5.Boygeorgeismymom-she introduced me to alot of people-mercie seems very nice too though! couldnt resist the questions its 4 i'm off to bed
TOTALLY AWESOME LINK YOU MUST CHECK OUT:
Kittens
This makes me laugh anytime I'm down.
Rainy day in Maryland. Blech. It's cold too. My daily weather report in my e-mail tells me that starting tomorrow, rain tapers off, and the weather warms up! like 64 degrees or something. And continues to get warm, like 74 by Sunday. YAY! Warm weather, bring it on....
It's 1:57...
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Kittens
This makes me laugh anytime I'm down.
Rainy day in Maryland. Blech. It's cold too. My daily weather report in my e-mail tells me that starting tomorrow, rain tapers off, and the weather warms up! like 64 degrees or something. And continues to get warm, like 74 by Sunday. YAY! Warm weather, bring it on....
It's 1:57...
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holymackerel:
ooh.. i little wild one aren't we with the slayer *l*
yeah i have a pretty decent porn name
except i've allways played like
for guys/middle name and street name
for girls first pets name and mothers maiden name
try those out! *l*
yeah i have a pretty decent porn name
except i've allways played like
for guys/middle name and street name
for girls first pets name and mothers maiden name
try those out! *l*
mercie:
hmmm... with this way I get
Snowy Shipley. Not quite as cool. oh well.
Snowy Shipley. Not quite as cool. oh well.
Yeah I may look cute, but Jet wrote this song for ME:
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
Im waiting, give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin her hips
Thats all that I need
MUAHAHA
I'm ready for my Dynamic Duos set. Let's go. Me n SadSongHeartBrak cuz he's gonna do it and like it...
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Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
Im waiting, give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin her hips
Thats all that I need
MUAHAHA
I'm ready for my Dynamic Duos set. Let's go. Me n SadSongHeartBrak cuz he's gonna do it and like it...
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glorybox:
awww, you are soo cute. Yeah, i want to do a duo set on here too. I think me and flipnslide may do one. But i would like to do one with a guy as well. I wish my bryan was a member, but he isnt cause we share the membership cause we live together practically. He pays for it for me, no since in both of us having one. Oh well.
emma35:
That's a funny song. You look beautiful in that pic (fun eyeshadow!)
OK, my last journal entry, although well thought out and ranting, sounded really WHINEY. So, I hate to come off like that, and I have changed it before too many people can read it hopefully. haha
Just because I was BORED TO DEATH tonight by myself (yes, I was at home alone on a Saturday night)... I added a new folder to My Pics, a...
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Just because I was BORED TO DEATH tonight by myself (yes, I was at home alone on a Saturday night)... I added a new folder to My Pics, a...
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luna666:
honey you are welcome to stay with me anytime!
mineux:
tee hee, that froggie picture was taken just for moi to cheer me up! And it indeed helped!
SO YAY! OKAY wheee! Once i get to Germany, i will go to the airline and arrange like a 4 or 5 day layover. Now i just need to plan the logistics of it! YAY!! We shall plan more via email!!
*mwah* i cant wait!!
SO YAY! OKAY wheee! Once i get to Germany, i will go to the airline and arrange like a 4 or 5 day layover. Now i just need to plan the logistics of it! YAY!! We shall plan more via email!!
*mwah* i cant wait!!
I am SO SICK of boys wanting to just "hang out" with me and not wanting to BE with me! Or geez, they just want to PRETEND they like me until they get in my pants and then disappear. I mean, I'm ready for a relationship now, HELLO, where are the guys who want to be in a relationship??? Am I gross? Do I have...
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sirenblu7:
Ok So the Only Personality trait that you actualy give a shit about is a sense of humor ... Oh and intelliegence, and common interests witch incidentally is listed last on your list. but even that doesent seem to really matter As long as there's 6 other traits about his image that you can live with...????
Jeezzzzzzzzzus Sweetie hate to call you on it but perhaps you should consider being treated well as one of your expectations.
I mean there's a hell of alot of hot guy's out there with piercings , tattoos, Dark hair, Decent weight of 150-170, above 5'7 , Hands , Neck-jaw area, Clothes And well even that come hither and fuck me smile.
But let me tell you this Darlin NON OF THAT MEANS SHIT If they don't have the integrety and heart to back up the innocent look in those beautyful eye's of theirs!
Ive had it with guy's who suck you in with a total contrived image of Tattoos and piercings or the Goth Hipster Sk8ter sex appeal what ever have you.
Because in reality it's all just IMAGE Baby and with age it will fade so don't be suprised when they only turn out to be Total Insecure Dicks!!!
It's your call but perhaps you should consider why the men you CHOOSE Only "PRETEND they like you until they get in your pants and then disappear."...?
Just some food for thought Though.
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Jeezzzzzzzzzus Sweetie hate to call you on it but perhaps you should consider being treated well as one of your expectations.
I mean there's a hell of alot of hot guy's out there with piercings , tattoos, Dark hair, Decent weight of 150-170, above 5'7 , Hands , Neck-jaw area, Clothes And well even that come hither and fuck me smile.
But let me tell you this Darlin NON OF THAT MEANS SHIT If they don't have the integrety and heart to back up the innocent look in those beautyful eye's of theirs!
Ive had it with guy's who suck you in with a total contrived image of Tattoos and piercings or the Goth Hipster Sk8ter sex appeal what ever have you.
Because in reality it's all just IMAGE Baby and with age it will fade so don't be suprised when they only turn out to be Total Insecure Dicks!!!
It's your call but perhaps you should consider why the men you CHOOSE Only "PRETEND they like you until they get in your pants and then disappear."...?
Just some food for thought Though.
[Edited on Apr 10, 2004 11:30PM]
luna666:
u just need to come back to nyc more often
HOLA!!
Had a fun night last night. Too much detail to go into but it was a good night thankfully.
I had a few "votes" for B, which I personally liked too, so it's now my profile picture. Thanks!!
My younger brother Keith is coming to visit me today, to shred up the skate park around the corner and to meet my friend Heidi. Unfortunately,...
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Had a fun night last night. Too much detail to go into but it was a good night thankfully.
I had a few "votes" for B, which I personally liked too, so it's now my profile picture. Thanks!!
My younger brother Keith is coming to visit me today, to shred up the skate park around the corner and to meet my friend Heidi. Unfortunately,...
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corroded_heart:
I forgot to wish you a happy Easter
leena1:
saw your post on dynamic duos... just wanted to point out something obvious, you're hot! and yes, i shall go to SadSongHeartBrak's journal and bug him to do a set with you 
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m_a_y:
Although I love B/W pictures, I think your current profile picture is the best one.
1) Charlise
2) Travis
3) Neither
4) Neither
5) Donnie Darko
6) Bam
T.
[Edited on Apr 10, 2004 12:20AM]
1) Charlise
2) Travis
3) Neither
4) Neither
5) Donnie Darko
6) Bam
T.
[Edited on Apr 10, 2004 12:20AM]
m_a_y:
I take it back.....
I like B better.
Okay, Bye.
I like B better.
Okay, Bye.
Good food
Good music
Snowboarding
Driving tripple digits.
Moving/traveling.
Being out in nature
Being from NYC
Dreaming about when i get my motorcycle one day
Dreaming about being both a pro racer (maybe WRX or Motorcycle) and a big famous rock star.
Wait, no, Knowing that i'm gonna be both!
Alone time
Fires and explosions.
Bianca the ferret
Rachet not being a dilly bitch
Funk.
It's so easy to focus on things that make you sad, but here is a whole list of happy things!