I've begun this first blog post in three years at least 5 times now and I keep erasing it and running for the metaphorical door.
This place is almost exactly the way it was when I left it. Honestly, that kinda freaks me out. If I had stayed would I be almost exactly the same after three years too? I've definitely grown a lot and... Read More
Sorry I have not updated in over a month! Yeesh, things have been pretty crazy where to begin?
A couple weeks ago I got into a car accident. Nobody was injured, but my car is in pretty tough shape. This is super stressful for me, because my work depends on having a car. So no car, no work. However, the accident was not my... Read More
Having a new set up is almost as exciting as having a birthday.
Yay! Happy Birthday to me!
I would like to thank GarageDelFuego for the use of his garage and for being an awesome welding teacher and wonderful friend. Baudot also deserves a big thank you for being so great to me!
Of course Tmronin deserves the biggest thank you of all! You never... Read More
My life is so utterly bizarre at the moment.
Unfortunately my loves, I cannot give any details just yet. I don't know why I am even posting this, but I guess I just needed to get it out.
I promise I will tell you more when the time is right and I'm allowed.
Hey baby, you're set went up!!! Fucking awesome set (as usual, usual)!!! So when I'm over there visiting you, are we going to weld some shit together? Like maybe a couple of cars together on the highway? Or two old ladies who can't stop arguing? That would be awesome...
My resolutions:
*Finish more projects
*Allow myself to create without criticizing myself too harshly when it doesn't come out the exact way I envisioned.
*Get better at welding
*Make something amazing happen for myself
*Learn to act instead of just thinking it to death first
*Get a dog
*Make enough money to afford a car and a gym membership without worry and... Read More
Insert joke here ----> X, but part of my work involves rescuing dogs in L.A...
Don't know if you're in the L.A. area, but it just so happens I have a really special doggie on my hands right now: "Pinky". Some bastard cut off her ears and left her nearly starved to death....we've got her nice and plump again and she's a very happy, affectionate pup these days. All she wants to do is jump in your lap and kiss you to death. One of my favorites ever and I've been doing this a long time.
I'm so glad to hear your boy is taking good care of you. I hate that your dad's being such an ass to you. Hang tough sweetie. Good things will be a coming your way, I can feel it.
Sigh... Christmas is mere days away and for the first time in my life I will not be going home. This requires a bit of a backstory and insight into my past...
I grew up with my very unsteady, very crazy mother. I have always taken care of myself. This includes feeding myself most nights, and taking myself to the bus... Read More
well - thinking about you - my christmas wasn't the best either but I got through it okay - most of my family has recently died - maybe dad will come around. Mine eventually did after many years.
I can see a little bit of the vulnerability in your eyes in some of your photos. That sensitivity is what makes you who you are and should be embraced. Without suffering, we can't grow and learn.
times a million. Maybe i'm hallucinating. welcome back!
