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Congratumarelations!

Why didnt they tell you about the house when you looked at it the first time, that isnt right.

Well at least he knows what to do, he can beat this, may people live very long lives with this, he just has to do what needs to be done and you may have to keep after his ass.

Can you get some natural sleep aide? I know there are a lot of good ones out there.

I would say it is stress, but if I were you I would get it checked out to see if anything can be done.

Well the summer isnt that far away, so you will start school then and all will be good.

Well if you employer didnt show up then I would say they would have to give it to you because the only side of the story they have is your story, if they dont give it to you then that is totally bull.

Good luck, I really hope that all works out.

I know how you feel my dear =_= i was evicted and I am now staying in someone garage because I couldnt and still cant find an affordable place. Keep the faith my dear <3

Best wishes, hope you feel better soon

Might want to see the Doc about your back if it doesn't improve or gets worse.

Be careful with credit. Don't get yourself locked into never ending debt.

Good luck on the house Downey is a nice quiet area..

Did the McAfee work for you??? I hope so!! Cant wait to see you again!

I really hate it when people flake like that and waste your time. i mean, come on, you're a professional here, show some respect. Stop wasting time and act like adults!

Crossing fingers for the duplex.

These people need all the help thet can get.

stay strong

I went thru this same period about 4-5 months ago. It's miserable, and exhausting, and you feel like it has no end. It does. Stay strong, get some help, talk to someone, life will come back to you eventually, you'll just have to work a bit harder for it.

First you stop causing a landslide emotionally and mentally...stop your thoughts and focus on one thing at a time. When you allow everything to flood in like a waterfall that's when you get to the point you're at mentally. Oh yeah, tomorrow is another day sounds lame as shit but its true. My advice to you isn't that it will all work out or it will be better etc etc, it will be shit and difficult and heart wrenching and a pain in the ass, BUT, if you concentrate and focus on one thing at a time and NEVER give up, I mean NEVER, no matter what the outcome is you will always be better off than you were because you did your best. have a snack, brush your teeth and go to bed wake up early and start a simplistic/realistic plan and stick to it. Trust a stranger, I know what I'm talking about. I remember what it's like to have the world ahead of you and no matter what still feel as you do...it's a very lonely place to be, but you are never alone, it just feels that way.....and one other thing...just breath.

Well then dont, dont get another job, not one that you will not like that pays bad anyway, just dont, work for the unemployment and get it, then just work on getting a shop together, some kind of business that you would like to have, that is what Im doing, Im laid off right now and Im going to try to start a business out of where I live, that way when they call me back I will go long enough just to get a house lone and then quit, because I, like you, do not want to work at a job I hate.

You have only failed if you do not try, you will not get where you want to be in a couple of weeks, maybe not in a year, but you keep working at it and one day it happens, if you really want it bad enough it will happen, its not like you are asking for something big, you are not trying to be a queen, you are going after something that you really want and it is something that cane be gotten if you work hard at it, I have been where your at, I worked in a job that I hated more then anything for 3 years so I could get my debts paid off, I have done that now, it took me 4 long years to get there, I didnt do things I wanted to do or buy things I wanted to buy because of that debt, now Im free.


Just remember you just lost your job not to long ago, it takes a while to get things back together, it just doesnt come to you, you have to work for it and it will not come to you in just a couple weeks, it may take months.

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.
-Rutger Hauer, Blade Runner.



We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.
-David Weatherford


"You never see the most significant things that are happening in your life while they are happening"
-Field of Dreams-

"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours."
-Ayn Rand-

A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step


"Desperation is a necessary ingredient to learning anything, or creating anything. Period. If you ain't desperate at some point, you ain't interesting"
~Jim Carrey


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"There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning." Louis L'Amour


Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. -Dr. Seuss

that pisses me of so bad, people can be so rude, if you cant show up tell some one your not going to show up, it isnt hard to do, it is the right thing to do, people always did stuff like that to me, but this is a little different I guess because you were counting on making the money, I would have been so pissed to.

I would call them every week until they get your case going, you should not have to wait on something that important, you need that money and it is your right to have it.

I really hope the shop owner can give you some work, you know how to tattoo, so they should give you some work.

keep your head up lady! I'm in a similar situation with the finances...it's really tough these days, but one day it'll all make sense!

Tuff it out and do your best lady. Never give up cause that shit sucks. I can relate I live check to check and it's really a pain in the ass out there in the world.