Ya know, I miss everyone here. Im not even sure if most of my ppl are still here, but it's worth a shot. Ive been gone waaay too long. Things for me lately have been rather unfortunate, and Ive decided that Im going to use this blog regularly to really get some of this negativity and frustration OUT. Yeah, I might not be the optimistic...
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update ...
to everyone who has applied to the models grp: i havent approved anyone because i havent been here in months. im in the process of finding a new owner. please be patient while i approve the hundreds of requests for entry.
to my friends: im thankful for those who have not forgotten me, even after so long. the truth is ... it pains...
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to everyone who has applied to the models grp: i havent approved anyone because i havent been here in months. im in the process of finding a new owner. please be patient while i approve the hundreds of requests for entry.
to my friends: im thankful for those who have not forgotten me, even after so long. the truth is ... it pains...
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dalinian:
I would love to have you do my makeup.
zaccone:
How are you ??
Omg, she lives!
But just barely. I apologize to all my friends here for not being around, I miss this place. A *lot* has happened in the last few months. A lot of life changing events have taken place.
Im finally working now ... 60 + hours a week. I come home, and go right to sleep. Then I wake up ... and go to...
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But just barely. I apologize to all my friends here for not being around, I miss this place. A *lot* has happened in the last few months. A lot of life changing events have taken place.
Im finally working now ... 60 + hours a week. I come home, and go right to sleep. Then I wake up ... and go to...
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thejuanupsman:
Hope you and your family had a great Thanksgiving. Miss seeing you around here. Hope all is well.
allycat_13:
^^^^ Same from me to you, hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving. You just popped into my head. You've been gone for such a long time. Hope everything is well Darlin.
Uhg, apologies to my friends here, but my monitor is now shot to hell and I am without my computer until I get another one. Such my luck! Grr .. I need my computer for business purposes and job hunting!
I cant reply to my comments until I get another monitor since I have to borrow ppl's computers right now. It'll be worth the wait,...
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I cant reply to my comments until I get another monitor since I have to borrow ppl's computers right now. It'll be worth the wait,...
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t0rment0r:
Something I do well: I've been called the best in the world, online, palying Soldier Of Fortune 2 (and not by myself either).
My cats make me happy, Corky and Cooper.
I learned that you have to shake Magic Shell for a good 15 seconds or it will just piss all over your ice cream (like a runny ketchup packet)
My cats make me happy, Corky and Cooper.
I learned that you have to shake Magic Shell for a good 15 seconds or it will just piss all over your ice cream (like a runny ketchup packet)
murder_tramp:
Hey Loveley,
I was just thinking about you.
I'll keep this short, and no worries about the reply.
q's
~Tell me something you can do well. It can be more than one thing
*I am good at taking care of other people.
~Tell me something that makes you happy, no matter what kind of mood you're in.
*My nephew (who now lives with me) is back from spending 2 weeks with his grandparents... I LOVE him so much and missed him so much and I am sooooooooooo happy he is back!
~Tell me something you learned today
*It is damned hard to find a nice (mens) dress shirt that complements the colors of your wedding that looks good with the suit and tie, is a good price, the right size, and 100% cotton... FREAKING AGGRIVATION! Whew. *sigh*
~Trampy
[Edited on Apr 30, 2006 12:34AM]
I was just thinking about you.
I'll keep this short, and no worries about the reply.
q's
~Tell me something you can do well. It can be more than one thing
*I am good at taking care of other people.
~Tell me something that makes you happy, no matter what kind of mood you're in.
*My nephew (who now lives with me) is back from spending 2 weeks with his grandparents... I LOVE him so much and missed him so much and I am sooooooooooo happy he is back!
~Tell me something you learned today
*It is damned hard to find a nice (mens) dress shirt that complements the colors of your wedding that looks good with the suit and tie, is a good price, the right size, and 100% cotton... FREAKING AGGRIVATION! Whew. *sigh*
~Trampy
[Edited on Apr 30, 2006 12:34AM]
Oh man, I hadnt realized how long I've been away. It just seems like there isnt enough time in the day anymore. I have to pick and choose which important things are going to be done and which arent. And I cant remember the last time I actually had FUN on the agenda.
Still job hunting, but I bought myself some *time*. I got a...
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yebutz:
you will love my image:
miss you.
-me
[Edited on Jan 25, 2006 8:27PM]
miss you.
-me
[Edited on Jan 25, 2006 8:27PM]
tayler:
mieow
mieow
So how was everyone's holiday? I hope it SUCKED!!! MUAHAHAH!!! jk, haha! No, really .. I am!
I didnt wanna come back here without good news to report. But, Ive learned that I cant stay away for the rest of my life, so here I am ... Im back. With no good news to report. So Im not reporting. At least .. not abt my...
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I didnt wanna come back here without good news to report. But, Ive learned that I cant stay away for the rest of my life, so here I am ... Im back. With no good news to report. So Im not reporting. At least .. not abt my...
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shinobiryu:
Ty.
silversapien:
WTF are you talking about? You are NOT fat the slightest bit! Believe me, I saw your pics, you are freaking hot as hell!
::Mike::
::Mike::
Aaaah, the countdown is on until my mans first paycheck. Unfortunately, it wont be before xmas, but FORTUNATELY there are some AMAZING ppl on this site who have *huge* ♥'s and have decided to help save my sons xmas!! My gratitude is immense!!
If you havent done your "good deed" for the holiday season yet ... please help make a little boy's xmas a memorable...
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thejuanupsman:
Happy New Year.
Ok. I'll give them a try now.
Happy
1. I have the greatest daughter. She rocks. Every day she reminds me that life is good.
2. I have been doing some work I enjoy lately.
3. I have the best bossever. You should introduce yourself. She is awesome. And a great friend too.
4. I am actually making payments on my student loans.
5. I am no longer afraid I may lose my home.
6. Most of my friends are really great.
7. I have discovered that some of the people I miss from SG are out there on the net. I just had to look for them.
8. I have known what it was to really love someone. Some people never get that.
9. I have managed to keep off most of the weight that I lost a little over 4 years ago.
10. I have 4 beautiful cats. I love them with all my heart.
Unsatisfied.
1. My daughter plans to move out this year. I will miss her so much.
2. I still hate most of the work I do.
3. Strega is only my part time boss. And the nonprofit she started and runs is barely staying afloat. When she graduates in May (yes, my "boss" is just a student. Some of my lawyer friends find this amusing. I couldn't be prouder. She saw a need and filled that void while she was in her 1st year of law school. I wish I had half that much courage and drive.) She might just decide to take over the job I am doing now. I wouldn't blame her. Once she has her degree she won't really need me. But I will miss it.
4. I will never pay my loans off. No matter how hard I try.
5. I am still broke. And that is not likely to change any time soon
6. Some of my "friends" really suck, But I have trouble letting them go. I get hurt a lot and it's because I let it happen.
7. I no longer feel comfortable or welcome in my local SG group. I can't really say why. It just feels different.
8. It was a tragic love. Doomed from the start.
9. I am slowly gaining the weight back. And with my newly developed back, hip and leg pain it is hard to work out like I once did.
10. Two of my cats are getting very old. I know I will lose them soon. It breaks my heart.
Ok. I'll give them a try now.
Happy
1. I have the greatest daughter. She rocks. Every day she reminds me that life is good.
2. I have been doing some work I enjoy lately.
3. I have the best bossever. You should introduce yourself. She is awesome. And a great friend too.
4. I am actually making payments on my student loans.
5. I am no longer afraid I may lose my home.
6. Most of my friends are really great.
7. I have discovered that some of the people I miss from SG are out there on the net. I just had to look for them.
8. I have known what it was to really love someone. Some people never get that.
9. I have managed to keep off most of the weight that I lost a little over 4 years ago.
10. I have 4 beautiful cats. I love them with all my heart.
Unsatisfied.
1. My daughter plans to move out this year. I will miss her so much.
2. I still hate most of the work I do.
3. Strega is only my part time boss. And the nonprofit she started and runs is barely staying afloat. When she graduates in May (yes, my "boss" is just a student. Some of my lawyer friends find this amusing. I couldn't be prouder. She saw a need and filled that void while she was in her 1st year of law school. I wish I had half that much courage and drive.) She might just decide to take over the job I am doing now. I wouldn't blame her. Once she has her degree she won't really need me. But I will miss it.
4. I will never pay my loans off. No matter how hard I try.
5. I am still broke. And that is not likely to change any time soon
6. Some of my "friends" really suck, But I have trouble letting them go. I get hurt a lot and it's because I let it happen.
7. I no longer feel comfortable or welcome in my local SG group. I can't really say why. It just feels different.
8. It was a tragic love. Doomed from the start.
9. I am slowly gaining the weight back. And with my newly developed back, hip and leg pain it is hard to work out like I once did.
10. Two of my cats are getting very old. I know I will lose them soon. It breaks my heart.
I didnt want to have to do this this yr, but its looking pretty grim for my sons xmas. Even if my man started work TODAY (which hes not) we wouldnt get paid in time for xmas. I know that a lot of you were kind and generous enough to get my son gifts for his bday in October, and for that I am grateful...
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yuriel:
i hate holidays but im spending htem with relatives of course.
hmm wish i could help you out
pretty paintings.
i hope your holidays are happy even though that may or may not be possible -shrug-
<3
i know your feelings about the wonderful life bit dear believe me.
hell moine is wonderful in comparison to yours shit. -shrug-
-hugs-
take care and best wishes Ash.
hmm wish i could help you out
pretty paintings.
i hope your holidays are happy even though that may or may not be possible -shrug-
<3
i know your feelings about the wonderful life bit dear believe me.
hell moine is wonderful in comparison to yours shit. -shrug-
-hugs-
take care and best wishes Ash.
heff:
Hey i hope all is going well...will put a bigger update up, but first answering your questions..
~What are your holiday plans? Working till christmass, taking christmass off, then working till new years...
~Whats the best gift u ever got for xmas?
Nintendo when i was a kid. I remember i went fucking nutz
~Tell me something u HATE abt xmas? Since my entire family works during this season, we all get cranky and fight...it sucks...
--Heff--
~What are your holiday plans? Working till christmass, taking christmass off, then working till new years...
~Whats the best gift u ever got for xmas?
Nintendo when i was a kid. I remember i went fucking nutz
~Tell me something u HATE abt xmas? Since my entire family works during this season, we all get cranky and fight...it sucks...
--Heff--
I cant believe its December and Im *still* not working! Grrr, this is so frustrating!!! I thought FOR SURE Id be working by NOW. Hell, I thought Id be working 2 weeks ago at the latest, with all the hours and hours of time and effort I put into looking for work. I simply dont get it. My work history is awesome, my qualifications are...
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nekkidedge:
and might i say....HOLY FRIENDS LIST!!!!!
and i was told i had a big list...*hanhgs head in shame* lol
and i was told i had a big list...*hanhgs head in shame* lol
shinobiryu:
q's
~How do u feel abt drug testing?
I have tested a lot of drugs, but having lost my short term and personal memory, I don't want to test any more.
But to what you really ment: I can understand why it is necessary in certain jobs. I would hate to ride a bus driven by a guy high on crack. So I do understand it if it is relevant for the abillity to get the job done.
~Do u celebrate xmas? If not .. do u celebrate anything instead?
I celebrate both Christmas and Yule. In Norway there is actually no difference. It is called Jul and pronounced Yule and celebrated as a Christo-pagan event by most people. The first Christian kings, in their wisdom, decided to put the new and the old together and leave it at that, and so it has stayed for the last 1000 yrs.
~Would u drug test your employees? How abt your kids?
I would drug test my employees, as I said above, if it was relevant.
I would never drug test my kids, but would expect them to tell me if they did any. Being open minded about this stuff, I can't see any reason why they wouldn't.
Don't get me wrong, being an expert on side effects, and having done my fair share of drugs (mostly morphine and morphine related), I would not recomend anybody to use it, but nor would I go spare.
~How do u feel abt drug testing?
I have tested a lot of drugs, but having lost my short term and personal memory, I don't want to test any more.
But to what you really ment: I can understand why it is necessary in certain jobs. I would hate to ride a bus driven by a guy high on crack. So I do understand it if it is relevant for the abillity to get the job done.
~Do u celebrate xmas? If not .. do u celebrate anything instead?
I celebrate both Christmas and Yule. In Norway there is actually no difference. It is called Jul and pronounced Yule and celebrated as a Christo-pagan event by most people. The first Christian kings, in their wisdom, decided to put the new and the old together and leave it at that, and so it has stayed for the last 1000 yrs.
~Would u drug test your employees? How abt your kids?
I would drug test my employees, as I said above, if it was relevant.
I would never drug test my kids, but would expect them to tell me if they did any. Being open minded about this stuff, I can't see any reason why they wouldn't.
Don't get me wrong, being an expert on side effects, and having done my fair share of drugs (mostly morphine and morphine related), I would not recomend anybody to use it, but nor would I go spare.
A lot of people say that eyes are the windows to the soul. I have always disagreed with this. Im not saying that you cant tell a lot abt a person by their eyes ... because you most certainly can. But what you cant tell abt someone from looking in their eyes, you can see in their hands. Besides, people's eyes can be deceiving or...
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schiavona:
You doing okay? Hope all is well for you guys.
tkingbcksnday668:
mc esher (the first picture) is the greatest artist of allll time
Hello sg land ... hope everything is spectacular for you all.
Little update ... not much going on for me here. I was feeling pretty damn confident on the job thing, but I was denied a job for the last three interviews I went to, so I guess I must be doing something wrong here. Perhaps my desperation shines through? Ugh, I need valium.
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Little update ... not much going on for me here. I was feeling pretty damn confident on the job thing, but I was denied a job for the last three interviews I went to, so I guess I must be doing something wrong here. Perhaps my desperation shines through? Ugh, I need valium.
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schiavona:
Yup, I promise I will start looking. We whipped my resume up into some good shape so now I can put it out. I'm milking this job for $$ only right now, cause I'm sure not learning a damned thing here. But yeah, I'm leaving here. I know that right now I can't see the stress that's on me because of the job, but I know after I get a new job the weight will really lift from my shoulders and I'll feel amazing.
Any luck with the new job hunt for you guys? What are you doing about Thanksgiving?
Love you sweetie. I'm wishing you much much happiness.
Any luck with the new job hunt for you guys? What are you doing about Thanksgiving?
Love you sweetie. I'm wishing you much much happiness.
schiavona:
Yeah....that's it. They're a stip dance team. So, what time should we expect you???
Actually, Kim is K's sister, Beth is a longtime friend, and Andrea is another friend. They're all orphaned for the big T-day, so we're bringing them over.
We know you're in a tight spot so K and I wanted to fund your Thanksgiving feast. I know, I know, we don't have to, you guys can manage. I know that. Soon you'll have a job again and be raking in the cash, but until then, I'd like to help a friend out, and make sure you have a great holiday. Whatcha think? (come on come on, you know a big ol' Honey Baked Ham sounds great! )
love ya.
Actually, Kim is K's sister, Beth is a longtime friend, and Andrea is another friend. They're all orphaned for the big T-day, so we're bringing them over.
We know you're in a tight spot so K and I wanted to fund your Thanksgiving feast. I know, I know, we don't have to, you guys can manage. I know that. Soon you'll have a job again and be raking in the cash, but until then, I'd like to help a friend out, and make sure you have a great holiday. Whatcha think? (come on come on, you know a big ol' Honey Baked Ham sounds great! )
love ya.
craigslist is a genious idea i just might do that i always have wii boxing hah
i cant wait to get the resident evil game for the wii im a huge fan of the series as well and it got a decent review and it takes place in the 0,1 and 3 stories so im stoked
so whats a normal day for you these days?
<3 Alecks