Talk about goosebumps. That was so unbelieveable. You all are incredible ! I wanna thank everyone from the bottom of my heart. Now I just gotta believe what's been there for so long. Don't gotta be hatin on myself no more. I am in the karoo. Its beautiful. Was looking at the stars last night. The sky was so clear. It was beautiful. Beauty is all around us. One just needs to be aware and appreciate each moment. The fact that I'm alive is a mirical in its own right. And I'm so grateful. Gratitude is the hing upon which a sober life swings. I want all the addicts out there to know that recovery is possible. To all my fellow cutter - we don't gotta hurt no more, people will actually stop and listen if we reach out and ask for help. To those with eating disorders that too can be managed - I suffered since I was 9. Now I'm fit and healthy and I love my food (not too much). This world is a pretty place even with all the horrors. Thanks again! I am so honoured I wanna cry ! Peace good people. You rock my world !!

Talk about goosebumps. That was so unbelieveable. You all are incredible ! I wanna thank everyone from the bottom of my heart. Now I just gotta believe what's been there for so long. Don't gotta be hatin on myself no more. I am in the karoo. Its beautiful. Was looking at the stars last night. The sky was so clear. It was beautiful. Beauty is all around us. One just needs to be aware and appreciate each moment. The fact that I'm alive is a mirical in its own right. And I'm so grateful. Gratitude is the hing upon which a sober life swings. I want all the addicts out there to know that recovery is possible. To all my fellow cutter - we don't gotta hurt no more, people will actually stop and listen if we reach out and ask for help. To those with eating disorders that too can be managed - I suffered since I was 9. Now I'm fit and healthy and I love my food (not too much). This world is a pretty place even with all the horrors. Thanks again! I am so honoured I wanna cry ! Peace good people. You rock my world !!