Do you ever feel like giving up, do you ever wonder if what your doing will even be worth it? Life has been so weird lately...or maybe I'm just depressed...I'm still trying to figure out which it is. So I quit my jobs working at my bars...and now not only am in college full time, but I also start courses at a tech school to become a CNA/PCT next week..thankfully it's a fast paced program and it only lasts 2 months...But still its very stressful I'll be at the tech school from 9am-3pm and then i have my normal college schedule from 3:30-11pm and class on Saturdays from 9am-4pm..
I'm doing all of this so hopefully I'll be able to get a better job and be able to make more money to save up for my move, and when i move to Washington in May I'll be able to find a good job. I don't want to bartend at all when I move in with my boyfriend because it wouldn't be fair to always be coming home at crazy early hours, and I don't to have a job that I get paid off of my looks when I'm going home to him every night....seriously anyone can make drinks, cleavage and a pretty face gives you better tips though.
So I think working as a PCT in a hospital and getting some experience in the medical field is good for my resume, and better for my career overall. I plan on becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner eventually, so seeing what its like in a hospital can't hurt.
I can't wait until this deployment is over, I just want him home...I really miss him, and I feel really alone. He isn't just my boyfriend he's my best friend too, and I talk to him about everything. Which is really awesome but it sucks that he's gone for so long. Thankfully I only have like 186 more days until he gets home, so hopefully it goes by fast.
So I guess thats it for now, hopefully I'll be able to do another set with Brooklyn before I move away. I hope everything is good with all of you.
xoxoxo
Vixeyn
I'm doing all of this so hopefully I'll be able to get a better job and be able to make more money to save up for my move, and when i move to Washington in May I'll be able to find a good job. I don't want to bartend at all when I move in with my boyfriend because it wouldn't be fair to always be coming home at crazy early hours, and I don't to have a job that I get paid off of my looks when I'm going home to him every night....seriously anyone can make drinks, cleavage and a pretty face gives you better tips though.
So I think working as a PCT in a hospital and getting some experience in the medical field is good for my resume, and better for my career overall. I plan on becoming a psychiatric nurse practitioner eventually, so seeing what its like in a hospital can't hurt.
I can't wait until this deployment is over, I just want him home...I really miss him, and I feel really alone. He isn't just my boyfriend he's my best friend too, and I talk to him about everything. Which is really awesome but it sucks that he's gone for so long. Thankfully I only have like 186 more days until he gets home, so hopefully it goes by fast.
So I guess thats it for now, hopefully I'll be able to do another set with Brooklyn before I move away. I hope everything is good with all of you.
xoxoxo
Vixeyn
succor:
hey lady!