hey guys,
how are you all doing this week?
im doin alright, stressed as all hell with finals going on. omfz ridiculous amount of work. ive been working on three different short films these past weeks. put its been sooooooooo much fun! i will post them up for you all to see as soon as i can.
but in the mean time i will leave you guys with this short film i did at like 1:30 in the morning because i was bored! hope you all like it!
how are you all doing this week?
im doin alright, stressed as all hell with finals going on. omfz ridiculous amount of work. ive been working on three different short films these past weeks. put its been sooooooooo much fun! i will post them up for you all to see as soon as i can.
but in the mean time i will leave you guys with this short film i did at like 1:30 in the morning because i was bored! hope you all like it!
Hey guys,
How is life going for all you crazy folk???
mine is goin alright. im helping advance my frat further than it has ever been at my school, and that is amazing! i might even get to elected to an EC position which is super fucking exciting!!!!
i have also been ridiculously busy with projects and life! here are some pictures to see! lol
our Back stage for a shot we did yesterday. photo by gopro hero3 brand new baby to add to my camera collection! lol
our set.
my mate jorge the sound man. also my roommate.
and this is me just dicking around with my gopro before my cruse!
i will update you all more. ive also done a photo shoot at the golden gate bridge for peace tea with my other room mate Tra aka Banks the DJ. and some Kappa Sigma events. but i still need to upload the pics.
talk to you all later! i will leave you with this song
How is life going for all you crazy folk???
mine is goin alright. im helping advance my frat further than it has ever been at my school, and that is amazing! i might even get to elected to an EC position which is super fucking exciting!!!!
i have also been ridiculously busy with projects and life! here are some pictures to see! lol
our Back stage for a shot we did yesterday. photo by gopro hero3 brand new baby to add to my camera collection! lol
our set.
my mate jorge the sound man. also my roommate.
and this is me just dicking around with my gopro before my cruse!
i will update you all more. ive also done a photo shoot at the golden gate bridge for peace tea with my other room mate Tra aka Banks the DJ. and some Kappa Sigma events. but i still need to upload the pics.
talk to you all later! i will leave you with this song
Hey all i havent been on here in a while.
so i guess it is a time for my updated life.
i am no longer seeing the woman that i was dating for five months longest to date. never had sex and she still thought i was trying to get her as a booty call. so i ended it found out she wanted to end it long before and was just tagging me along. so we are no more.
i just started shooting film on the bolex camera and hopefully the 16mm black and white will turn out good! lol
other than that just school and work. im the fundraising chair in my fraternities chapter and have soooooooo many great ideas!
but i will try and keep you all updated more often!
so i guess it is a time for my updated life.
i am no longer seeing the woman that i was dating for five months longest to date. never had sex and she still thought i was trying to get her as a booty call. so i ended it found out she wanted to end it long before and was just tagging me along. so we are no more.
i just started shooting film on the bolex camera and hopefully the 16mm black and white will turn out good! lol
other than that just school and work. im the fundraising chair in my fraternities chapter and have soooooooo many great ideas!
but i will try and keep you all updated more often!
so today was a good day. i got a gig to film a sport grid today and it was so much fun! it took all day and i got to play with my video cameras again! i just need to edit this shit and send it back to them, and i will be all good! ill try and post some of it on here tomorrow! 
alright thats it for now talk to you all later!!! 
alright thats it for now talk to you all later!!! 
So this blog is not really ment for anything other than for me to get shit off my mind, in an attempt to makes sense of it all and make myself a lot less stressed out. So. Here. We. Go.
i am quite freaking out because i have less than a dollor to my name and hd to break my tattoo found to be able to do the things i needed to do.very very sad. i was so close to getting my next tattoo. the sad part is im working a job im getting paid the most in. only i now live on my own and i jumped in little to soon and am now playin catch up. which really really sux, but oh well i am happy with the move just stressed on financials.
i have been dating this girl for nearly four months now, and it is going unbelievably well, at least i think it is. this is the first woman to ever keep me interested and around for this long and i am completely entranced with how she can do this and with just how gorgeous this woman is and how i got so lucky to get her to even like me. but my emotional scaring with people i care for and the opposite gender run very very deep. there is this voice in my head that says that she will eventually leave me in quite an emotionally scaring way setting me back to my whorish ways, with not spending more than one fuck session with a woman no matter how good looking or intelligently enticing. she has done nothing to warnt this voice! in fact she has done nothing but open up to me and get closer to me and i have done nothing but open up and get closer to her. this voice is completely unwarranted and unwanted but i cant get rid of it. she went back home for the month and wont be back till February and the longer she is away the louder the voice gets. and yet she still has done nothing to warrant this voice and alarm bell in my head. i think i am just really fucked up when it comes to opening up and letting anything get close to me.reading this i realize i am an emotional reck. hmmmmm this i will have to dwell on later in more depth.
other than that school is going well, hell i was even in talks with opening up my own production company with a few friends and starting on a local reality tv show before we realized that the people that we were going to go in to business with were trying to fuck us over. good thing they knew absolutely nothing about the movie and TV industry and we caught them on there bullshit. either way we now have a name and beautiful project proposal for the future.
in the past i have burnt many bridges with people many of which probably want to see me fail, and i am still doing it. i am starting to believe i am a very abrasive personality with argumentative tendencies with everyone but the girl im dating. i follow her around like a little puppy dog. (i am so pussy whipped and we have never had sex!)either way i cant seem to keep more than a handfull of friends at a time. i just end up pushing people to the fringes.
any way this helped clear my mind and get my ducks in order even if they are still trying to eat each others brains. (did i mention they are zombie ducks? no? well they are, a bitch to deal with, but there you are.) well if you actually read this entire blog and are reading this now i think you deserve a cookie so here have a cookie!!!
ill leave you with this song
i am quite freaking out because i have less than a dollor to my name and hd to break my tattoo found to be able to do the things i needed to do.very very sad. i was so close to getting my next tattoo. the sad part is im working a job im getting paid the most in. only i now live on my own and i jumped in little to soon and am now playin catch up. which really really sux, but oh well i am happy with the move just stressed on financials.
i have been dating this girl for nearly four months now, and it is going unbelievably well, at least i think it is. this is the first woman to ever keep me interested and around for this long and i am completely entranced with how she can do this and with just how gorgeous this woman is and how i got so lucky to get her to even like me. but my emotional scaring with people i care for and the opposite gender run very very deep. there is this voice in my head that says that she will eventually leave me in quite an emotionally scaring way setting me back to my whorish ways, with not spending more than one fuck session with a woman no matter how good looking or intelligently enticing. she has done nothing to warnt this voice! in fact she has done nothing but open up to me and get closer to me and i have done nothing but open up and get closer to her. this voice is completely unwarranted and unwanted but i cant get rid of it. she went back home for the month and wont be back till February and the longer she is away the louder the voice gets. and yet she still has done nothing to warrant this voice and alarm bell in my head. i think i am just really fucked up when it comes to opening up and letting anything get close to me.reading this i realize i am an emotional reck. hmmmmm this i will have to dwell on later in more depth.
other than that school is going well, hell i was even in talks with opening up my own production company with a few friends and starting on a local reality tv show before we realized that the people that we were going to go in to business with were trying to fuck us over. good thing they knew absolutely nothing about the movie and TV industry and we caught them on there bullshit. either way we now have a name and beautiful project proposal for the future.
in the past i have burnt many bridges with people many of which probably want to see me fail, and i am still doing it. i am starting to believe i am a very abrasive personality with argumentative tendencies with everyone but the girl im dating. i follow her around like a little puppy dog. (i am so pussy whipped and we have never had sex!)either way i cant seem to keep more than a handfull of friends at a time. i just end up pushing people to the fringes.
any way this helped clear my mind and get my ducks in order even if they are still trying to eat each others brains. (did i mention they are zombie ducks? no? well they are, a bitch to deal with, but there you are.) well if you actually read this entire blog and are reading this now i think you deserve a cookie so here have a cookie!!!
ill leave you with this song
