yellowdays

can't it just be april yet?!

so i saw a kid from town preform last night. Little T, The Littlest Biggest Deal in the wonk, he lived here for a bit while he was in high school and is real good friends with my son's godfather. it was a real good night. i was DD and my mom was out for her staff party too, so i drove everyone to the...
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moving to the city doenst scare me so much now that my best friend has decided he very much wants to live with loki and i. this makes things seem easier. i dont know that they actually will be, but at least in my mind a storm isnt brewing over it any longer.
i had a very lovely evening the day before today. i went...
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my job is so very hard sometimes.
it is so inappropriate for me to know intimate details about peoples live, especially when they are ppl i know. ppl's family members. i hate knowing that my friends dad as leukemia and seeing him going out on a day pass, hoping that it means he is doing better, when in fact his condition has not changed, and...
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last night i came home and desperately wanted to paint, but had no canvas. so i bought some today, but i also bought scott pilgrem vs the world. so tonight i watched that after work.
but at least i have canvas for the next time im inspired.

so rather than try to rewrite all of this into a 'blog entry' kinda format, i am just copying and pasting a msg i send one of my best friends on fb to put out there into blog land what on my mind lately. just for you stalkers. you know who you are

so ok, ill explain the significance of jacquie in my moms room...
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i have 68 paint brushes.
good thing i started painting again.
looking towards the future with a big smile.
life is beautiful.
<3

my speech for the wedding:

I wasnt given the best example of what a constructive relationship shold be, like most of us.
I actually remember being witness to the first healthy relationship in my life and thinking huh, they get along. They may argue a bit, but its constructive......huh.
I personally havent been witness to the majority of nathan and julies relationship.....seeing as they decided...
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2 of my friends are getting married onsunday. in in bc and have been for one week, will be until thursday. enjoying myself,but things are different theni thought they would be. my friends are different, all of them. some for good, some for worse. for the last 3 years ive been working so hard to move out here. to just get here, be with the...
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