xenophile

old again again..

the blog that waits for death
Current mood: crushed
Category: Life

alcohol. goodbye buddy. cya sometime since I have no doubt we will meet again.

34 is the age that Elliott Smith died. I just turned 34. I am far less worthy of life than Elliott, so why am I here? Because I choose to not to plunge a knife into my...
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old again....

cable here...not a fuck for your face...just power
Category: Life

one time, my father scolded me. I might have been 11 years old. I took a bite of his oh so precious italian cold cut sub. He offered it to me. I did not audaciously wrap my tiny mouth around the culinary delight witouht permission. I remember the vinegar flavor, the ham and...
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old..adding here..

fucking longest day of the year.

I have 4 minutes to write this...so here goes

got a book in the mail...Diary, by chuck palahniuk...fight club guy.

first page: chapter title: "June 21st" Jesus fucking 1 in 365 this year.

tomorrow, my birthday, 34th...one foot in grave....fucking dogs and panting pull the life backinto my rusted ship hitting the rocks of life....my wife..bringing wind...
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