"3 times I made seargant
I'm not that kind of man
pretty much just as quick as I could
I'd get busted back to private again
cause taken orders never suited me
given em out was much worse
I couldn't ask them to get my freinds killed
so I took care of myself first
and I know that don't sound right
dont think too bad of me
that keeps me up nights
\what I could have done differently"

some lyrics from a band I am a huge fan of

these just happen to be in my head at the moment

when I see Bush I think "can anyone really be that stupid?"
so then I think it must be a front

I found todays' sunshine to be bothersome.
Its light was abrasive
I would have rather sat in my dark bedroom and sulked.
But instead I faced the day.
I dealt with it.
Wore my shades
hid my eyes

on that note I will be a hiding for a little while
at least until I can look at the world with eyes unfiltered

drinkin' again

I am supposed to be out xmas shopping but instead I am taking advantage of the time alone at my place. It is a valued commodity and feel I shouldn't pass on the opportunity.

I don't like to feel this way

I like this game

katamari damacy

"my grandma and your grandma sittin'"

"as they finished our gin and bunions"

"you make me realize im not the kindest guy
but I kill kill kill"

I think winter has finally arrived