Woke up with one heck of a headache this morning. I was gone all yesterday at the fair to help my GF with her Heifer (cow that has not had a calf yet). It was pretty fun, but her Heifer went crazy in front of all the people and smashed my GF up against a gate. I tried to help, but she yelled at me and told me to stop because she didn't want me to get kicked by it. That was kind of De-manning, but she is right, I haven't had much experience versus the older people there that have been working with beef their whole life. I just look at it that it took a lot of balls to try and take control of a 1,200 pound animal.
It has been quite the hectic time since school got out. Been playing lots of Dungeons and dragons with my buddies and stuff. Which is pretty great, we always have tons of fun with that. In bad the bad news, I hit a curb going considerably fast, and I need a new lower control arm (or A frame). I am going to replace it myself, but what sucks is that I am Quite poor, and the money I am going to spend to fix my car was supposed to go to car insurance! well that is my bad news for the blog. I decided that I will be on once a day, in my attempt to get into the community more and talk to tons of people. My birthday was on Saturday, and I am now 19!!! My buddies and I went to the pool hall and played a couple hours of pool, then we went to my aunts to use her pool, because it was 109 outside!!!! After that we went to Austins house, who is a real life centaur, and play dnd for like 12 hours. I got an hour of sleep on Sunday, it was great! Enjoy this video, I particularly love it, too bad he died... 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuSrsGzhD9U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuSrsGzhD9U
How wonderful is bayonetta? Im addicted to that and Fire emblem at the moment. I'm sick which really sucks.
Been Awhile since I've posted anything. Busy with college in stuff. Writing a book right now. It is pretty cool. Who else is excited for the New album from device? 
The world pisses me off. People talking about transgenders as " being gay." The people that feel this way also hate gay people. If they weren't so fucking dense, they would know there is a difference. I have gay friends, and they all tell me "I like being the gender I am, and I like people of the same gender." With transgender people, It is no where near the same thing. They feel more like an alien in their own skin. like they Identify more with the other gender. You know what? I have always had more in common with women then men. At one point in my life, I felt like I didn't belong. I still always liked women, I just always felt like I would belong more as one. I even decided a couple years back, that If everything went to shit in my life, I would SERIOUSLY talk to a shrink about undergoing the change. The other thing that dense people don't realize is that homosexuals have something weird with their chromosomes, where as people who are transgender, (as far as I know) they have something different with their brain. Some people after undergoing the change, be with guys, some after they undergo the change be with women. All it takes is understanding and to be non-judgmental to truly understand the world for what it is, instead of this illusioned bubble people live in. The thing that is funny about all of this is, I'm religious as hell. The god that I know though, loves everyone as long as they are good people. Live with an open mind, Love with an open heart.
MtF 3 year Timeline
Wow! This 36 month transformation is crazy! You know what, when I was a little kid,I wanted nothing more in the world then to be female. I prayed about it every night for very long time. It wasn't until I got older, and had girlfriends and stuff that I realized that I like a good majority of things about being male. There is still a lot of stuff that I hate about being male, but we won't get into that. I look back at my younger self and laugh sometimes for praying about it. All in all I am happy to be a man. I still do wonder about it occasionally.
Wow! This 36 month transformation is crazy! You know what, when I was a little kid,I wanted nothing more in the world then to be female. I prayed about it every night for very long time. It wasn't until I got older, and had girlfriends and stuff that I realized that I like a good majority of things about being male. There is still a lot of stuff that I hate about being male, but we won't get into that. I look back at my younger self and laugh sometimes for praying about it. All in all I am happy to be a man. I still do wonder about it occasionally.
Today was amazing! My sis and i went tot he park and made a giant snow man!!! It was my only request while I was here. I think it turned out awesome. 
