Friday Mar 31, 2006

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Would anyone on here go for me if i was single?

girls or guys? I don't like having sex with girls but hey I could change?

I really hate my relationship like most of the time.

I wonder if I would ever have a chance with someone else frown
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tilpacer:
What do you mean by go... Like sex or dating, or marriage?

I don't think I would have sex with you, because I am not ready yet... sorry. Don't get me wrong, you are totally beautiful, but I need to know someone before I have sex with them. I need to know you better before I would do something like that.

I would consider dating you. You seem like a great person and lots of fun.

Marriage... ummm maybe after some dating... and tons of sex. blush
masque05:
In a heartbeat.

Monday Mar 27, 2006

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Hey folks, what color should my hair be next? i was thinking of PUKE GREEN shocked shocked

BTW D.. you know who you are.. those underwear pics are just for ya smile
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9005900:
Not totally sure which tone is puke green. Is it like a lime green? But I think which ever shade of green you use, it will turn out great for you. Can hardly wait for some new images.

PS - Thank you, I think? blush
imyourgodnow:
green sounds ok but what about bright purple? allways liked purple wink

Wednesday Mar 22, 2006

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I can't believe this.. this is the anniversary of my dads death.. and i've only been on a diet. like not even a week.. I am taking this stupid diet pill "Leptopril" since Monday.. I was at the gym monday did exercises at home Tuesday.. and the drug is making me sick.. I take so many other drugs.. It makes me scream and cry and...
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qato:
whoa, take it easy there buddy. last night i stalked famous ballerinas on the information superhighway. looking at photos of gelsey kirkland in chronological order and watching her get scrawnier as time wears on is supposed to make me sad, not wet, right?
pudding:
your body is just fine sweetie, leave it alone.

Monday Mar 20, 2006

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okay everyone this was ICKY!

I have met lots and lots and lots of hard up guys on Yahoo and other chat services.. I mean i have been chatting for years!

But yesterday, i met the two most icky guys ever! eeek

The first one was a priest--from the christian chat room on yahoo!
He said he was sexually frustrated and he liked to chat dirty...
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dinah:
that is yucky yuck. blech.
thanks for your comment, by the way. kiss
imyourgodnow:
thats just so sick mad
hate people like that should be put on a island and fucking bombed!!!!!
allways knew priests were dodgy

Thursday Mar 16, 2006

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Okay, so i guess no one wanted to hear that.. about the sex part.. well someone pointed out on the web that i am an ex-nude model.. no shit.. so what i am supposted to write about anyway.. my short lived career is over.. or hobby.. alll thats left is lying about how pretty the other girls are.. frown
I mean i am out of nude...
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9005900:
Damn it. Don't give in to then. This is a very hard shame they do to most models. It's who you know - NOt what you can do or how preety you are. Fuck em, and find others who are equally qualified to capture you stunning beauty! And when you do, shove it in the hardass faces! Bastards! Don't give UP!!! STAND UP!!!
David mad
dinah:
Hey there, girl, thanks for your comment on my set. That's wierd about model mayhem, I've always heard good things about them. Hope you're well. kiss smile

Thursday Mar 09, 2006

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Sorta concered,i guess. eeek

hey everybody... the other day i was in a yahoo chat room (yeah i know the trademark of losers with nothing to do) meaning me.

Anyway, I came across a 13-year-old girl from Austrailia. She had a relatively seductive photo on her profile. I did my best to make sure i wasn't really talking with an old perverted fat guy..

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tilpacer:
Yeah, that is totally scary there. You tried to warn here and she doesn't take the warnings, it is her own fault. I hope she doesn't become a victim either.

I would talk to a young person about sex, as in an educational sort of way, but I would never talk in a sexual manner towards them. Kids need to learn about sex nowadays because they starting to do it earlier and earlier. They might as well have the proper info before doing it.

Well, I hope you have a great day! biggrin
9005900:
If it's a genuine young girl, let's hope she VERY careful.
There are also "sting" operations on the internet to catch pedophiles before the harm young children, so it could be that as well. If you chat with her again, you should use caution about your dialog, just in case it's being monitored. Crazy people are everywhere!!!
smile

Saturday Mar 04, 2006

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HI folks,

well i have had a nose job, also braces, also jaw surgery to help correct an underbite.
Anyway, i wear glasses too.
the point is all the surgery to try and make me feel better about myself didn't work. frown

would any GIRLS consider boob implants? not me though.
see kids bullied me so bad in school. oh well, eeek
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bettyann:
Beautiful new profile picture.

I think that plastic surgery can be very impowering if it is done for the right reasons. I will definitly plan on having a bust lift once I have had all my babies and I have heard that the results of a bust lift are more permanent with the addition of implants...so I think I will probably go that route.

How are you doing?
saraphine:
Wow babe! Thankyou!!

Friday Mar 03, 2006

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Actually, i am sure no one cares about this AT ALL, but i have been up ALL night and i can't FUCKING GET TO SLEEP eeek

I am going all Whacky!!

Anyway, about the fight with the boyfriend deal, Someone mentioned that i needed to "get off the drugs I was on"

No offense to that person, OF COURSE, REALLY smile

I just wanna say that i...
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tilpacer:
Yay. Sleep. I hope you got some... sleep I mean... not sex... blush

Okay, why do I need to know what Vulvodynia is when I got the intarweb and google. wink

And I totally care. Not being able to sleep sucks... well maybe I just enjoy sleeping soooo much. biggrin

I hope you have a great day! biggrin
skzoid:
Good. And hopefully some day you won't need those any more. But I still think that if you consider ODing on (even) aspirin then you need to remove that option from your arsenal. Drugs are quite often the basis of a lot of domestic problems. It seems they aren't in your case. Good. I hope it works out or you find the strength to remove yourself from the situation. I'm glad I at least got your attention. More hugs.

Friday Mar 03, 2006

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HEY EVERYONE THANKS FOR THE ADVICE ABOUT THE BOYFRIEND THING! smile
PEACE!!!!!! !!!!!!
oxy:
kiss

Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

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ME AND MY B/F had a HUGE fight,

I am really really scared and I am hurt so bad. frown
I wish i just had one friend to tell or just someone to give me a hug and tell me it was gonna be okay (even if its a lie) frown
WE fight a lot, but we don't have MAJOR fights like this very often...
He has...
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bettyann:
I am so sorry about everything that is going on right now.
Pleaseknow that there are a lot of people that care about you and can offer you support and encouragment whenever you need it.
Hugs and kisses to you Sweetheart.
skzoid:
Time heals all wounds. Trust me I know. I have been through hell the last 2 years. There is probably a little info in my past journal entries. I don't post much because by the time I get here I have already told the story 20 times and i no longer have the energy to write it down. I did keep a private journal for over 2 years. Every day I wrote my daily escapades - good, bad, anything and everything. It getds the crap out of your head and onto paper/disc so you can think straight about reality. My other advice - GET THE FUCKING DRUGS OUT OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!! They aren't helping anything. Even if it's just aspirin. Go to a coffee shop or a bookstore. I bet you will run into somebody. If all else fails, go to the bus station. He threatens you with it because he knows you won't do it. So do it. Then make him come crying back.

Oh, and a hug.
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