Think I'm going to give up adderall (and other stimulants, minus caffeine) for a bit.. and cut back on alcohol (maybe) for a month. See if my brain recovers a bit.
A conversation with a friend of mine prompted this action.. "Do you remember.. when we were like.. 16.. and we were making out on your parent's bed? f I remember because it was my first time getting busy on a Craftmatic." I thought long and hard.. and finally had to admit, "No.. no I don't remember that, was I hammered?" "No, maybe slightly tipsy.." "Well I'll be damned.. I thought my memory just sucked if I was trashed.. son of a bitch.. what other cool things do I not remember? Goddamnit.. I bet I don't remember fucking some hot bitches.. grrr.."
So I'm going to give being stimulant free a month trial run. If no results.. then fuck it. If my brain is going to suck.. I might as well have fun while it sucks.
On another note that you probably don't care about:
Reading Catch-22 right now. I was reading this earlier.. but somehow lost it in a drunken stupor and have just recently recovered it. Its.. fucking amazing. If you haven't read it, I highly recommend it, as it is probably the most hilarious book I've ever read. I've been on a classics kick lately. I think I'm trying to repent for all the Star Wars books that I read while younger.
Week and a half till NIN at the Tabernackle.
A conversation with a friend of mine prompted this action.. "Do you remember.. when we were like.. 16.. and we were making out on your parent's bed? f I remember because it was my first time getting busy on a Craftmatic." I thought long and hard.. and finally had to admit, "No.. no I don't remember that, was I hammered?" "No, maybe slightly tipsy.." "Well I'll be damned.. I thought my memory just sucked if I was trashed.. son of a bitch.. what other cool things do I not remember? Goddamnit.. I bet I don't remember fucking some hot bitches.. grrr.."
So I'm going to give being stimulant free a month trial run. If no results.. then fuck it. If my brain is going to suck.. I might as well have fun while it sucks.
On another note that you probably don't care about:
Reading Catch-22 right now. I was reading this earlier.. but somehow lost it in a drunken stupor and have just recently recovered it. Its.. fucking amazing. If you haven't read it, I highly recommend it, as it is probably the most hilarious book I've ever read. I've been on a classics kick lately. I think I'm trying to repent for all the Star Wars books that I read while younger.
Week and a half till NIN at the Tabernackle.
NIN huh?