I can't for certain say that what I experienced was my own demise, if I did however, it was truly a peaceful experience. Regardless, I've become comfortable with this notion based on the experience I had. The only thing that truly holds me back from arriving to that point once again... I've become too clung with life itself. I can only imagine that perhaps this clinginess I have towards life will eventually loosen and I will once again be in the peace I strive to obtain [in life or death].