visionfromacrash

I'm beginning to seriously consider needing help.

So, yea...today was an interesting day.

Had a fight with the roommate, ended in the RA coming over, but since he's not conducive to working it out with the staff, we're apparently going to try and work things out between ourselves.

Then I was hit with a wave of nausea.

I lay down, and that passed, so feeling pretty chipper again, I went to bucca...
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Love for you is masturbation.
For me, its self-mutilation.

That's been my away message for a day or so now. I kind of like it, at least to the extent that reading it is being more truthful to myself and my past than I generally choose to be. Its just been my general belief that the only times I've found happiness in love have either...
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Short update:

I'm going to be an asshole to my roommate. This makes me so happy I've been giggling nonstop.

I've read so much about Yaoi and Shonen-ai that if I hear those words in the week after finals, I'm gonna cry. That, and I watched most of a 12 episode series today.

Things are interesting, if good. I don't know if its a good...
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Well, no real updates for a while. I guess its because I'm still getting used to people being able to read into my thoughts and everything. It makes me uncomfortable to an extent, but if it was that bad, I'd just not post. I guess it also strikes fear into me that I'll say somethign wrong because I'm too used to building these superficial, long...
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I'm feeling fairly removed from myself.

Happy Vage-I mean Valentines day everyone!

The entry that was supposed to be here was too melodramatic

So here I am at work. Blowing off Math homework due Tuesday, blowing off a lab due Monday, and generally blowing off life. Part of me is wondering why I'm doing this, screwing over my academic career slowly, but looking back on this week, most of me understands it. Lets recap.

Saturday-home. I had a big fight with my Mom, saw my Dad off to...
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