The gym always helps me feel better when I feel emotionally fucked up. Hope you get it all out

Vent it out dear. Maybe a boxing bag would help? Or perhaps just a damn good cardio session... I hope you feel better, either way. And you're not a loser, even if you feel like one
xo

You need to learn to see them as memories, and appreciate them for helping to create the person you are today.
Appreciate everything, the shit things and the bad times, because they've taught you something.
It makes it easier to face.
It might've been shit, but it wasn't a waste, and it was worth it in the end.

Or I'm just talking shit (?)

xx

I had no idea about the fiancé thing, I'm very sorry.

You are not a loser, there is nothing wrong with going home from time to time to collect your thoughts and get things write with your money.

When I find stuff that I have not seen in years I some times get the same feelings, they bring back memories, so I think it is natural for you to have feelings like that.

Well I say just put them away and come back years latter, I think at some point in your life you will be glad that you kept them.

I have an old shoe box i keep bits and pieces of my past in..memories-both good & bad are in there,sometimes i will have a look thru it,but like you it usualy ends in a little sadness abd regret i dont ever intend on getting rid of that stuff as its part of my past but i definately dont look at them often
Yeah we definately have a healthy music scene here in Sydney,tho the stuff im into(punk n noise) sometimes has difficulty getting venues etc.which is kinda good as it has fostered a healthy underground do it yourself scene which is one of the cornerstones of punk
We always hear how great the scene is in Perth,out street press are always having a wank over some new hip Perth band so you guys must be doing somthing right
Sending you hugs x

*hugs* Good luck with that... Every now and again I do the same thing - unearth one of the little boxes of keepsakes I kept from the time I had with an old boyfriend. It's always a melancholy pastime. Those were boyfriends with whom things ended in a relatively good way, not a "btw I'm sleeping with someone else" way, though. I hope you have good memories in with the bad to help you deal with it.

Good luck sweating it out. Box the crap out of a punching bag.