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*hugs*

A bit late, but it's the thought that counts


I shoulda made the lettering pink, maybe, I dunno . . . can't decide . . . it always looks different here.

Love you dear, can't wait to hear how your birthday was!

(At this point I owe you a horse, an elephant, some discs and a few books. I'll get on to writing those for you right away!)

I hope you're well, dear; I've been thinking of you. I bet that's a huge surprise!

BTW, women's magazines are greatly constrained by the wishes of advertisers who want articles that "support" their products. It's therefore a given that certain behaviours are treated as universal and not personal choices subject to an individual's whims or inclinations. These include feeling like a dog without makeup on or dyeing your hair to get the "right" colour to suit your appearance! You may have noticed that they routinely explain that you need to buy and use a product in order to look natural and appealing. It's the emperor's new clothes approach in that they pretend there's no ridiculous contradiction and hope you will be too afraid of looking foolish by being the first to mention that there actually is. Since I happen to know you're kinda intelligent, analytical and confident, it comes as no surprise that you weren't buying into the crude but usually effective manipulation. Of course there's nothing wrong with makeup or anything else you do for fun, but an industry that seeks to make people feel valueless without creating an illusion has to be examined and viewed in a realistic context. Like you just did!

My weekend was meh...pretty boring,lol.

How was yours?

I was down there not too long ago! Loved loved loved Queenstown.
Hangover is all but gone now thank you honey! Although I am avoiding alcohol for a little bit, lol.
Hope you've had a good day x

Hug, how are you?

It may be an exotic weekend; I might even ride my bicycle a bit, if you can imagine. There's an amazing economics book from 1935 by the former mayor of Vancouver that I'm scanning for my friend to republish. It's definitely a quirky way of reading a book and also a chance to force a computer to do my bidding. It's great to have power and it's just a part of my exciting life. Of course, I'd trade it all to know you're healthy, my dear friend.

I hope you have nothing but fun and I'll send you a despicable email later on to help things along.
Love you, doll!

Hug, thank you!

How are you?

money IS the devil! I know exactly how you feel, I am so broke right now it is painful!!

Hmmm, an M?? How about a monster? or a mouse? or a monkey girl? or a masochistic serial killer?
I could go on and on...but I'll stop, lol

I finished my last exam this morning and I graduate Saturday, whooo!!!
Busy weekend...blegh,

and like I said, Muffins are SUPPOSED to be stress free, don't let it get the best of your, lol

SIlly Japanese, I love them to death but they are so terribly paranoid...comes with the territory I guess??

hugs

Hug, good for you hon!

In a random stroke of thinking about people today, I thought I would ask if you've heard anything from your photographer yet????

i got a little bit of time so id thought i catch up on things.. i went through your old blog post & it looks like youve been through quite a bit with getting your car hit & being admitted to the hospital..

anyways how are things with you lately? i hope wel.. because hearing you in the hospital is so not cool..

good luck with everything V.. you probably didnt need to hear that form me as i know youll get through all this..

p.s. i didnt know you boxed.. thats totally badass.. if you ever need a towel boy im here for ya..

Hug, have a great weekend!

When someone has a weakness, I think the only thing that really works is to stay away from it. In your case, since you're also dealing with an eating disorder, having another issue to try to control just makes it a virtually impossible task. I know that none of it is easy. Some people have to hit rock bottom and come very close to death, some don't manage to stop in time.

I'm extremely hopeful that you will be able to turn things around before it gets to that point. I'll be here whenever I can be of any use.

Like he said, I'm always here for you. You can never offend me, but I've never starved, so I have to speculate about the effects on cognition. I'll do anything to help you or make you happy, sweetie, never forget that.

I'm well, dear. I sent you some encouragement and support for Wed, since you insist on modeling instead of becoming the next Prime Minister, (or maybe the one after.) Of course, I'm quite convinced you can do both as far as that goes, in addition to becoming a psychologist and media star, but I think you know that.

Have fun, sweetie. Love you!

life sucks!

i want a do-over..

hope things i have been well for you..

Hey doll, I sent you a PM that's not very long or heavy reading, so I hope you can glance at it today or tomorrow and dispatch a carrier pidgeon with a gum wrapper to signal me that you've seen it. The right leg means it was helpful and the left means it's crap. Or was it the other way around? I'll figure it out later.