up in the middle of the night. alone. had a few drinks. watching 'always sunny'. and i feel like life is good.
i am not a fan of the new picture view. 
on a separate note...i've come to a realization over the past couple weeks. i'm exhausted. i'm tired of pretending to be an outgoing, nice person. i'm slightly anti-social. it's self defeating i guess...but if i don't like meeting new people. i don't want to talk to you as soon as we meet. i don't want to have small talk. i barely talk to the people i consider my closest friends. i just wanna do my thing and call it a day.
i don't sound like somebody i'd want to hang out with. ha!
on a separate note...i've come to a realization over the past couple weeks. i'm exhausted. i'm tired of pretending to be an outgoing, nice person. i'm slightly anti-social. it's self defeating i guess...but if i don't like meeting new people. i don't want to talk to you as soon as we meet. i don't want to have small talk. i barely talk to the people i consider my closest friends. i just wanna do my thing and call it a day.
i don't sound like somebody i'd want to hang out with. ha!
just watched a documentary called "How to Die in Oregon". It's about assisted suicide. it got me right in the feels...made me sad. but the people involved were so happy and grateful to die with dignity as opposed to losing all control of their bodies.
it's been a few days since i got on here. i had some catchin up to do. found two pics that i think are incredibly sexy.
i wanted to write a new blog, but i dont have anything to say.
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36 minutes later...i decided i have something to write about. i just read through my oldest blogs on here. they date back to 2004. i've changed TREMENDOUSLY since then. i used to be sad all the time. not so much anymore. my priorities were different. the way i talked/typed was different. quite interesting and slightly embarassing.
also! where the hell is everyone i used to talk to on here?! apparently i used to blog alot and used to conversate a lot. kind of a smaller community back then too. tons of people on the site now...plus i'm quite the introvert and slightly anti-social.
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36 minutes later...i decided i have something to write about. i just read through my oldest blogs on here. they date back to 2004. i've changed TREMENDOUSLY since then. i used to be sad all the time. not so much anymore. my priorities were different. the way i talked/typed was different. quite interesting and slightly embarassing.
also! where the hell is everyone i used to talk to on here?! apparently i used to blog alot and used to conversate a lot. kind of a smaller community back then too. tons of people on the site now...plus i'm quite the introvert and slightly anti-social.
got my Post 9/11 GI Bill certificate in the mail yesterday. free school here i come!!!!
