
MEMBER SINCE: November 2005
occupation: merry paramour.
fantasy: i want a pony. even better, a unicorn.
most humbling moment: what is this humbling you speak of?
crush: doubles as the love of my life.
body mods: nose, navel, nipple, pink winged bug named ruby between the shoulder blades, lots of scars.
stats: sugar when i wanna be, spice when i hafta be.
makes me happy: winter, sad songs, faerytales, unconventional beauty, sushi, my best friend niko, writing, dusk, constellations, mary jane, babies, pagans, massages, singing, rain, grey skies, the forest, tealights, lilies, lovemaking, blue things, forehead kisses, people who think outside the box, him (& everything from the into category).
into: stars, music, fantasy, faerys, trees, poetry, nature, books, unicorns, cats, films, silliness, cemetaries, vintage stuff.
makes me sad: summer, getting smoke in my eyes, litter, christian fundies, bad cover songs, animal abuse, orange, sick children, lonely nights, robots & barbie dolls, bad spellers, cheerleaders, gold jewelry, drought, war, yearbooks, the radio.
gets me hot: he looks me in the eyes when hes coming.
sign: scorpio/libra.
we should hear something about the financing monday. one more day of anxiety induced stomach aches. i think i can bear it.
i hate that xmas is so close. i hate that xmas really doesnt mean much to me anymore. im hardly christian, but even still, once xmas meant a lot to me. it was a time of warmth & laughter & excitement & closeness. things change after people die. immensely.
im lucky that i atleast have a beautiful man & two beautiful little girls to make smile this year. is it sick that i really dont worry much about making others smile lately, even my own family? most of them are so far away. i just want my own family now. my new family. thats the most important thing.
peeeek-a-tures!





& because i am a goofy, retarded little minx...

ooooh, look! my....toothbrush!
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