Once love died, I found indifference. Once pacivity died, I found Hate. Noone is getting through to me. My words mean all of nothing. My actions are those of swine. This is what is written. This is how it's done. and this is how it feels.
Like Shit.
Prepare for rejection, you'll get no direction from me.
I bash myself with gladness. to keep from...
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Like Shit.
Prepare for rejection, you'll get no direction from me.
I bash myself with gladness. to keep from...
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You don't send a hand grenade to stop a tidal wave.
beckadarling:
all i want is sleep & sex. that's all!
sleep.
sex.
sleep.
& sex.
sleep.
sex.
sleep.
& sex.
i'm putting the band back together. We're on a mission from God. The dynamo trio, alternative variety band. it's the wave of the future.
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siara:
Good luck with the band!!!!!!!! 
sandbender:
did you say wave?
anyway, hit it, sounds like the world needs you!
anyway, hit it, sounds like the world needs you!
ok. I'm Cool. The hella fucking Crick in my neck from I don't know what the hell from is finally starting to ease up.. maybe tonight I'll get some sleep.. Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up feeling great. Ashower Ashave. Back at the art bar for work on saturday for Elevator action and the Spooges. (Stooges tribute). so thats always fun.. I will not drink free...
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beckadarling:
a moments thought: i remember being down by the warehouse on king st one night approx 2 yrs ago or so, and saw an sg sticker on the construction man cut out's crotch. and i said, oh! that musta been chip. it made me smile. i wonder if it was you.
beckadarling:
LOOK! its the movie! the one i was talking about! ooooh!
Rock and Rule!
Rock and Rule!
I get the fuck down, way too fucking hard. way too fucking much. I'm only reflective and negative when the party is over. I feel like a fucking fuckshithole right about now. I've got alot of poop to do this week and get my godforsaken life back on track. quit a job. binge for a week and a half.. Go into credit card debt. now...
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jill:
my trip rocked... i'm getting all my pix developed today and i will write all bout it either tonight or tomorrow!
Tommorow is today. so let the shaking begin. Let the cuts and bruises heal. Allow my blood to regain thicker flow. Disolve the headaches and resolve my mysteries. Was it a dream or my reality? Will i make it?, will I crash and burn?. am i worth it?. and how bad do i want it? Does anyone give a shit?Prolle not.. I extend to you....
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jill:
OH I DID
roopie:
thanks for the comment on my set and i'm glad your my friend too xoxox 
thanks for the comment on my set and i'm glad your my friend too xoxox I'm gonna kick tommorow.
I've got 7 women on my mind.
arlo:
yikes, you better try to cut that list down, haha.
xox.
xox.
Arrgggh. i'm in hell.!
sandbender:
welcome home!
beckadarling:
wheres that? summerville?
.l
It seems Like I keep getting shuffled around through other peoples lives. Its not such bad thing, but I tend to be unable to focus on what the hell I want, and how the hell I'm gonna get it. Why do better when it's so easy to have fun?
beckadarling:
todays fear: plastic snakes under the desk, see also: short lived journal rant
todays fixation: the weird pools of color that surfaced in your irises when you put on that naked raygun shirt.
todays fixation: the weird pools of color that surfaced in your irises when you put on that naked raygun shirt.
(Merely a dance I do with myself)
Battles are so hard to pick. In theory I'd like to choose one war to fight. To the death. rather jump in every fight you see, take the scar, and learn the lesson. but what Have i accomplished? I have yet to make a serious impact. because I've yet to take a stand. The world won't change for...
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Battles are so hard to pick. In theory I'd like to choose one war to fight. To the death. rather jump in every fight you see, take the scar, and learn the lesson. but what Have i accomplished? I have yet to make a serious impact. because I've yet to take a stand. The world won't change for...
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