Ok well family the last of my family goes home tommorow...I have to go job hunting....and I have to print out resumes...Dont know about my life sometimes....Maybe I should just give up...Gave a friend a massage table for her B-Day...Of course she thought strings were attached...I was just giving her a hand up...But she didnt see it that way...Trust me I understands her concerns...But it just hurt me a little bit...I dont know...This world is so fucked up anymore...Makes me want to go in seclusion for a very long time....No trust no faith...Always wanting to know if there are strings attached to things...Expecting to expect that the gift giver is wanting more....Its not her fault at all...But no one seems to do nice things for anyone anymore without wanting something in return....This world is in such a sad state of affairs...My world is tipsy turvy...I have 2 or 3 places that want to see me for interviews...But I doint know...I have to sit down and discuss things...one wants $500 a month on room rental....Everyone agrees way to much....And I do too...Another one wants to see me and talk to me...But I sure dont know what to expect...Then I have to call all the places I have already sent a resume to....My day will be never ending tommorow....But I definately haver a bad tatse in my mouth from tonight though..

Ok well family the last of my family goes home tommorow...I have to go job hunting....and I have to print out resumes...Dont know about my life sometimes....Maybe I should just give up...Gave a friend a massage table for her B-Day...Of course she thought strings were attached...I was just giving her a hand up...But she didnt see it that way...Trust me I understands her concerns...But it just hurt me a little bit...I dont know...This world is so fucked up anymore...Makes me want to go in seclusion for a very long time....No trust no faith...Always wanting to know if there are strings attached to things...Expecting to expect that the gift giver is wanting more....Its not her fault at all...But no one seems to do nice things for anyone anymore without wanting something in return....This world is in such a sad state of affairs...My world is tipsy turvy...I have 2 or 3 places that want to see me for interviews...But I doint know...I have to sit down and discuss things...one wants $500 a month on room rental....Everyone agrees way to much....And I do too...Another one wants to see me and talk to me...But I sure dont know what to expect...Then I have to call all the places I have already sent a resume to....My day will be never ending tommorow....But I definately haver a bad tatse in my mouth from tonight though..