JULY 1, 2008 @ 02:27 AM | NO COMMENTS
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It seems as though life always circles around when you least expect it. I'm not saying everything is going great with me, but it's surely not headed in the same direction. I started doing tattoo's and people like them and are proud of them, and proud of me. And that feels so good to know that people are proud of me and something that I have done. and perhaps I shouldn't live my life based upon how others react to me. throughout high school I was a perverted goof ball and most people laughed and seemed to have enjoyed being around me because I was so spontaneous and always able to get you to laugh. And sometimes still I think that is true of why people want to be around me. but off of that, At work too I'm feeling more and more often that I'm seriously needed, often times someone is out or just something needs to be done... the bosses will come up to me and know that they can count on me to do exactly what I say. I'm feeling all in all better about my self and where I'm headed for the time being. I know that there are plenty of things in life I still have to do but for now I'm pretty comfortable with what I've got going. and sure, things still get me upset and occasionally I don't like some things that happen on a day to day bases but I'm just going with the flow.
At times everything is going great and all of a sudden something will happen that makes you question what you're doing. Like the last couple of weeks for me. Had something going on for me then when it seemed things were going good... something happened, not that's it's unsalvageable mind you but things happen. We question our past our current and our future. who am I going to be and am I going to need someone by my side to help me get there? questions I find myself asking constantly. You know I don't know exactly what I'm doing at the moment but where I'm at in my life and career, the possibilities are endless.
you know Mo I'll probably get ten years, so just give me beer's till they get here. "Rehab"
Life...
It seems as though life always circles around when you least expect it. I'm not saying everything is going great with me, but it's surely not headed in the same direction. I started doing tattoo's and people like them and are proud of them, and proud of me. And that feels so good to know that people are proud of me and something that I have done. and perhaps I shouldn't live my life based upon how others react to me. throughout high school I was a perverted goof ball and most people laughed and seemed to have enjoyed being around me because I was so spontaneous and always able to get you to laugh. And sometimes still I think that is true of why people want to be around me. but off of that, At work too I'm feeling more and more often that I'm seriously needed, often times someone is out or just something needs to be done... the bosses will come up to me and know that they can count on me to do exactly what I say. I'm feeling all in all better about my self and where I'm headed for the time being. I know that there are plenty of things in life I still have to do but for now I'm pretty comfortable with what I've got going. and sure, things still get me upset and occasionally I don't like some things that happen on a day to day bases but I'm just going with the flow.
At times everything is going great and all of a sudden something will happen that makes you question what you're doing. Like the last couple of weeks for me. Had something going on for me then when it seemed things were going good... something happened, not that's it's unsalvageable mind you but things happen. We question our past our current and our future. who am I going to be and am I going to need someone by my side to help me get there? questions I find myself asking constantly. You know I don't know exactly what I'm doing at the moment but where I'm at in my life and career, the possibilities are endless.
you know Mo I'll probably get ten years, so just give me beer's till they get here. "Rehab"
Life can be more than what it seems. open your eyes and you might just see what you've been looking for. "?"
Love is the most dangerous discourse in the world but if you find it, it is the peak of human existence. "James Baldwin"
At times everything is going great and all of a sudden something will happen that makes you question what you're doing. Like the last couple of weeks for me. Had something going on for me then when it seemed things were going good... something happened, not that's it's unsalvageable mind you but things happen. We question our past our current and our future. who am I going to be and am I going to need someone by my side to help me get there? questions I find myself asking constantly. You know I don't know exactly what I'm doing at the moment but where I'm at in my life and career, the possibilities are endless.
you know Mo I'll probably get ten years, so just give me beer's till they get here. "Rehab"
Life...