pain pain pain pain and I can't take any pain killers at all... this is pure hell...
joeyny:
Stay Strong
Stay Strong
Okay maybe not dead to me... but he really hurts my feelings more then 90% of the time anymore....
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violetred:
gosh sweetheart...i am sorry
downedcity:
don't worry, some people are just pussies and complain too much. I'll be alright.
I am a huge dork for loving this so much....
I am in love with the idea of love.. maybe because I feel like I've never really had it.
Someday....
brightredscream:
I love that video too 
Thank you for the friend request btw
Thank you for the friend request btw
New Life Starts Today (Still missing him like crazy though... I love him to much for this to be happening )
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I'll take...
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)I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I'll take...
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Inspired by that tour with Gwen much? I still like it though.. just funny
If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go,
Make my own way.
It's a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me...
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dryad:
I would totally go to that show, I won't lie.
Books.... I don't know where I stand on them... I read a lot.. mostly buying used copies on Amazon or i use book mooch frequently... The thing is i feel jipped on book mooch as I add in new titles, I feel i only have old ones to pick from. Once I read something, unless it was a reference book, I don't see myself reaching...
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dryad:
thanks!
HOMEBOUND
The pain has died down some but its not great. Feeling a little bit off today... hopefully I feel better soon. I have a flight home at one and already hate flying as is!
The pain has died down some but its not great. Feeling a little bit off today... hopefully I feel better soon. I have a flight home at one and already hate flying as is!
I like this song... and video.... I feel kinda like Bella lately... Torn... and running around with Jake wanting "edward" to just come back and fix things and stop me from doing something stupid.
pinnstripe:
<3 hugs....
Pulled the plug on things... not ready.. miss max to much....
i compare everything about him..... and he was still better... ugh this sucks
In other news... starting the Raw Food detox next week.... i think it will make me feel better.
i compare everything about him..... and he was still better... ugh this sucks
In other news... starting the Raw Food detox next week.... i think it will make me feel better.
violetred:
hang in there girlie! hope things work out for ya! 
joeyny:
It'll be better soon. We all go through the things we go through for different reasons. It's just important to remember that it will only make you stronger in the end... 
So weird to scroll to the "m" in my phone and his number doesn't show up anymore....
Not really ready to move on but he doesn't seem to care either way so I guess it's the way it has to be.
Not really ready to move on but he doesn't seem to care either way so I guess it's the way it has to be.
nukeboxhero:
I feel as if I am in the same boat, only I can't find the courage to delete that "A" name in mine. Best of luck dealing with it in a positive light.
joeyny:
Thats actually a huge! step... It took me forever to delete my ex's number from my phone... But after I finally did.... I was so pissed at myself for actually remembering her number, so when I was drunk and lonely I would text her....But after a while you forget... just takes time.....
Holy Crap Emotional Roller Coaster...
Gone from one extreme of zero attention to this new boy can't get enough of me with in 48 hours..
I'm not going to lie.. I like the change... lets see how long he sticks around.
Gone from one extreme of zero attention to this new boy can't get enough of me with in 48 hours..
I'm not going to lie.. I like the change... lets see how long he sticks around.
tallica4891:
Hello thanx for comment, nice people to welcome be back have been away for so many
months, Hows you been?
thanx for comment, nice people to welcome be back have been away for so many
months, Hows you been?
Just cut ties..... and can't stop crying about it.
I'm tired of feeling guilty about wanting to be loved back... heck I'd settle for liked back.
I'm tired of feeling guilty about wanting to be loved back... heck I'd settle for liked back.
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downedcity:
it's human to want to be loved back, but eventually there should be an effort to overcome that feeling and move on. it is not easy, it takes a lot, but it has to be done. people have the right to love who they want. hope you feel better.
oracle:
it's natural...I had an ex, she cheated on me, lied to me, hell gave me a STD because she was fucking around on me and if she called after she left I woudl have taken her back. Wait until the "spell" is broke and things will be better.