tibarraji

me, s bottle of 1800, s bottle of valium, my wacom tablet and photos of annalee.... intresting combo if you ask me.... lets see if anything comes from it all

i am kind of alive.. wel physically... the army has really fucked my head up... i need a valium just to leave my front door... and im gonna try and start painting again.. well.. digitally anyway, though i know that all of my old profs and friends dont really approve... o well... lifes a bitch.. all i can do is put one foot in the...
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ok... its been a cpl weeks.. and i have been distracted once or twice with other projects.... but a few days ago, i made it back to the Krito painting. right now, im workin on the underpainting. i just finished one of the hands... grrrr... i REALLY hate painting hands... more than faces, and faces are not high on my list. while im still motivated,...
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so i have spent the last two weeks going through a MAJOR creative block. i have 2 projects on my plate right now, both websites. things were rollin along just great. i had one that was a simplistic css layout with some jquery thrown in for my landlord. the other one is a bit more involved. its gonna have some flash, some css and java...
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ok.. halloween is a few days away... and i have been feeling pretty old lately... i just got down watching the newest Glee episode.... my one guilty pleasure.. that im gonna tell anyways

anyways... they did Rocky Horror... and i started getting all nostalgic. so, if anyone is western NC near Asheville is going to a midnight show on halloween, and wouldnt mind playing host...
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anyone have any recommendations for the easiest way to shave a long-haired cat that wont leave me needing stitches??? seriously...maybe hog-tie him first? either way he is gonna be pissed as hell. he is allergic to fleas... so he really bites and scratches when he gets bit. and with his long hair, it just gets caught up in the wound.. and causes more itching... etc.......
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out of pain meds till tues... FUCKIN VA.. thank god im stocked up on my valium i guess... cros your fingers guys.. and kep me in your prayers. i know i need the slight detox this well give me.. but CHRIST this sux

ok... i realize this is pretty morbid... but if you were forced to have to kill yourself to save someone elses life.... how would you do it?

lyrics for Tuesday

You're made of my rib oh baby
You're made of my sin
And I cant tell where your lust ends and where your love begins
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you but you're pretty when you cry
And the moon gives me permission and I enter through her eyes...
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Lyrics for the day

I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
the thought is too
Much to conceive

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You...
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so... i have been uber depressed lately. well... thats not quite accurate. i have found that there is a place beyond depressed, and its not fun. in fact, its not anything. its a complete sense of apathy. i have been telling myself that unless something drastic happens in my life very soon, there wont be anything left.

a little over 2 years ago, i had...
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