I was looking around SG, and I see so many beautiful girls and I realize that there are a few who haven't given up !
I am so proud of the persistence of some of the girls around here. I understand a few things but would rather not say them because I am back browsing SG for inspiration as I try to figure out what I want to do for my set and for my artwork in general.
I originally tried out for SG here because I felt that it was leaving a part of myself behind. Forgetting my inhibitions and letting loose. It may be a bit "out there" or "read-in" too much into what the name means but - hey I am here now aren't I?
In the last few years I've learned to love myself ; it's a hard battle with myself everyday, a struggle to even just wake up.
I even took a break from my job. Unpaid, because stress got to me. I got to get my life in order before school starts back up in about a week or so and now I am feeling pretty darn good about it. I don't have much money and need a lot of things which include paying off medical bills and getting new glasses but I needed this break. I really did.
I am so proud of the persistence of some of the girls around here. I understand a few things but would rather not say them because I am back browsing SG for inspiration as I try to figure out what I want to do for my set and for my artwork in general.
I originally tried out for SG here because I felt that it was leaving a part of myself behind. Forgetting my inhibitions and letting loose. It may be a bit "out there" or "read-in" too much into what the name means but - hey I am here now aren't I?
In the last few years I've learned to love myself ; it's a hard battle with myself everyday, a struggle to even just wake up.
I even took a break from my job. Unpaid, because stress got to me. I got to get my life in order before school starts back up in about a week or so and now I am feeling pretty darn good about it. I don't have much money and need a lot of things which include paying off medical bills and getting new glasses but I needed this break. I really did.
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rewski:
oh trust me.... I plan on going pink. lol. Just trying to come up with more original ideas than standing in front of a mirror and scheduling a date with a photographer. Thank you for the compliment. I'm also trying to fix my figure a little bit. And hopefully get a new tattoo before my first shoot. We shall see. =^-^=
rewski:
thank you ::blushes:: <3