alive another year
tomarrow is my b-day im finally 23 this is the year where i make my place in this world. oh what the fuck no one cares... anyways ive been spending my days drawing more i find the real me stairing at a empty page seeing something thats not there and makeing it come alive is like the only time i dont feel like a loser is when i see my hard work finished. art is like my crack i need it so that i know im alive. idk why i update this when no one reads it i cant flash anyone or save the world. i dont want meteral possesions or fame or power all i want is a place for me pencle in hand empty sketch book in the otherand my music yesterday was freak on a leash today i would have to say question from system of the down anyway i enjoy drawing a friend i have a crush on i guess its a way for me to get my feelings all better instead of holding them in
Posca one wild sg hopeful and one of my close friends![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
and on a side note
this is a old pick of lilith
tomarrow is my b-day im finally 23 this is the year where i make my place in this world. oh what the fuck no one cares... anyways ive been spending my days drawing more i find the real me stairing at a empty page seeing something thats not there and makeing it come alive is like the only time i dont feel like a loser is when i see my hard work finished. art is like my crack i need it so that i know im alive. idk why i update this when no one reads it i cant flash anyone or save the world. i dont want meteral possesions or fame or power all i want is a place for me pencle in hand empty sketch book in the otherand my music yesterday was freak on a leash today i would have to say question from system of the down anyway i enjoy drawing a friend i have a crush on i guess its a way for me to get my feelings all better instead of holding them in
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Posca one wild sg hopeful and one of my close friends
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
and on a side note
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
this is a old pick of lilith
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blu:
Happy Birthday hun
<3 xxxxxx
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thesorrowless:
thank you my queen![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
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