52 days sober and clean from drugs and booze and pills and N2O, all of it..................I just attended my 90th meeting this morning. NA has saved my life and givcen me something I've never had, HOPE for the future.
Amanda, U are my rock right now. Our time together was magical and our daily conversations do more for me than U know. I look forward...
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Amanda, U are my rock right now. Our time together was magical and our daily conversations do more for me than U know. I look forward...
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Amanda, u made my day and make me happy again. I only hope I am what U want and need in UR life too .
ay the fates align and bless our relationship as it nurtures and grows. I miss ur face, ur laugh, ur voice, ur smile, and ur dorkiness everyday. Come back soon, I have a mountain of affection to lavish upon U...
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ay the fates align and bless our relationship as it nurtures and grows. I miss ur face, ur laugh, ur voice, ur smile, and ur dorkiness everyday. Come back soon, I have a mountain of affection to lavish upon U...
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lovebite:
I love you...always have always will
mavenist:
Love you dear. Happy birthday.
Saw my kids 
Other than the squabbles with the soon to be EX Mrs., things are doing ok Just for today is my new mantra, as ini JUST FOR TODAY, i WILL BE HAPPY, and not be sad, use drugs, drink, etc....
I've recoonected with someone special too........wish me , I mean US luck <3
Other than the squabbles with the soon to be EX Mrs., things are doing ok Just for today is my new mantra, as ini JUST FOR TODAY, i WILL BE HAPPY, and not be sad, use drugs, drink, etc....
I've recoonected with someone special too........wish me , I mean US luck <3
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lovebite:
love you baby xoxo
The fighting escalated...........we broke up.....................my heart is broken for like the 40 millionth time.........
Story of my fucking life.........................
I'm alone and nobody wants me to be their significant other................
I hate my life
Story of my fucking life.........................
I'm alone and nobody wants me to be their significant other................
I hate my life
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estrada:
Don't give up.
adric:
Chin up sweetheart. Someone wants you. They just haven't found you yet.
I'm very shaken right now..............This gal that I was friendly with who dated my drummer and came to some of our recent gigs took her own life on Saturday and I just found out this morning. I have desperately been trying to reach Jon with no luck 
MY gf came home yesterday and surprised me and came over last nioght and spent several hours with...
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MY gf came home yesterday and surprised me and came over last nioght and spent several hours with...
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orangevox30:
Sorry to hear about this. Very sad.
My condolences.
My condolences.
estrada:
I hope your drummer doesn't do anything rash.
One person's happiness is yet another person's heartbreak..................
Decisions I have made recently and choices I have made have hurt some that are very close to me or used to be close to. This was never my intention. I am not a vindictive or malicious person. I seek to build people up and make them feel better about themselves because with my self esteem issues...
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Decisions I have made recently and choices I have made have hurt some that are very close to me or used to be close to. This was never my intention. I am not a vindictive or malicious person. I seek to build people up and make them feel better about themselves because with my self esteem issues...
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tattooeddad71:
TY Jay, I knew U and Ricki would be happy and that means a lot. U guys have been here for the rough times and I treasure ur friend ship so much. Miss u guys hope 2 see u soon
panda_pewp:
Couldn't be happier for you.
karaiko:
Adorable.
I love the middle photo, your girl looks awesome
I love the middle photo, your girl looks awesome
tattooeddad71:
ty so much, shes a babydoll
So I have been putting off posting THIS blog for sensitive reasons.....1st, I've been fearful that a few of u may be potentially hurt by things I talk about, but in the spirit of frankness and 100% candidness, I need to purge and spill.............
MY wife and I are now in an "open relationship" after 12 years of marriage. I have a girlfriend whom I...
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MY wife and I are now in an "open relationship" after 12 years of marriage. I have a girlfriend whom I...
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kraven:
She is sooooooooooo pretty! Tell her to come sing to me!
tattooeddad71:
TY Kraven. Yes, she is VERY pretty. But her looks are just the icing on the cake. She makes me happy n ways I never thought were possible. She is sweeter and kinder to me than almost anyone I've ever known. It's like she's in my head and knows what I'm thinking before I even verbalize it. The fact that she is a musician like me is just a BONUS. I'm sure she would sing 4 u LOL She's seen ur pix in my house and thinks that YOU are the cats meow. Great minds think alike Heart ya Krav
Heart ya KravSome days are good. Some....not so good. Today I went to celebrate my Dad's bday and my mother was a total bitch to me the whole time. I'm almost 40. She needs to get over the fact that I 1) Drink & swear like a sailor , 2) no longer have any room in my life for religion or how I was raised to believe...
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kornalina:
uffffffffff man, moms can reacts like that.....i know how it hurts
i love ur relationship with ur dad he seems kool
btw i ve never "catch u " in chat.......when will u in?...........
kisses!
i love ur relationship with ur dad
he seems kool btw i ve never "catch u " in chat.......when will u in?.........
..kisses!
skoosh:
Happy belated birthday to your hero. He looks 22.
I am sorry about your son and your mother. My parents don't know about SG and if they ever found out it would spread to all my relatives and that would be the end of a family for me. Sometimes you have to make tough decisions. Be strong. Be who you are. Be what you believe and hope that the people close to you will understand why you have chosen the life you have. You're a good person. You don't deserve that kind of treatment.
I remember when my tattoo grew to the size it is now, my mom was so embarassed she didn't want the neighbors to see me. Yep. She has gotten over it thankfully.
How is your son doing now?
I am sorry about your son and your mother. My parents don't know about SG and if they ever found out it would spread to all my relatives and that would be the end of a family for me. Sometimes you have to make tough decisions. Be strong. Be who you are. Be what you believe and hope that the people close to you will understand why you have chosen the life you have. You're a good person. You don't deserve that kind of treatment.
I remember when my tattoo grew to the size it is now, my mom was so embarassed she didn't want the neighbors to see me. Yep. She has gotten over it thankfully.
How is your son doing now?
My laptop is finally fixed...............
SG CHAT, I'm BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!
SG CHAT, I'm BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!
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kornalina:
mmmmmmm
xylah:
Yea!
I still love you.....I don't want to grow apart baby.