so i wonder who gave me the 3 month membersihp... its been a long time since i've been on here..
so.. thank you to whoever was kind enough to give me a free membership for a while.. thanks!

so yea.. im working and doing this traveling thing again.. think i might be losing my licence if i dont take a class... ugh... i hate speeding tickets... they're so pointless. dont our cops have better things to do than sit on the side of the road and wait for someone to speed past them?

arent there crimes being committed? like... MAJOR CRIMES? i mean i get giving tickets to improper lane changes, aggressive driving, and wreckless driving... but if all i'm doing is going 80 on a major interstate highway on a saturday then wtf dont you have something better to do..

i miss my florida... they dont fuck w/ya too much on the interstates... hell they stay out of the construction areas... and they dont sit on the side of the road in a construction area waiting for you on a day that the construction crews arent there...

all i have to say is FUCK GEORGIA! you bastards have enough problems in your cities to be worried about a little speeder.

oh.. did i mention i got pulled over on the way back up here because the officer thought i "wasnt wearing a seatbelt" oh... yea... no.. you think i'm trafficking drugs cus i'm carrying 200 lbs of tools in my back seat and my car is red and its a convertible.

did i say it already? FUCK GEORGIA! my boss/coworker got pulled over by the cobb county police 3 times in 2 days... how fucking stupid is that? i mean... damn... you pulled em over once already do you really need to do it again.. esp if ur not speeding or doing stupid shit...

Georgia has this stupid law that allows their cops to pull you over if you are in a known drug area.. well.. i'm staying in a fucking hotel that my company set up and i dont have a choice... if it were up to me i'd be next door to my jobsite and not driving at all...... but whatever..

like i said.. FUCK GEORGIA! your cops suck and your fucking 5k ppm pollen count is lame as shit too.... i have a massive headache and my car was red... its green now.. lol......

but enough ranting about georgia.... lets get on to the asshole that threatened me... he all jumps up in my face and threatens to bet my ass over me getting pissed that he took one of my tools and set it down and when i go to look for it he tells me that "we aint got your tools we didnt touch them" when he damn well knows that he picked it up and brought it to where he was to unbolt some shit...

FUCK THAT BASTARD! i think he's a run of the mill predudice black mofo... cus he jumped on the oppprtunity to beat my ass.. but what he doesnt realize is im not white.. i dont enjoy claiming im caucasian on the tax papers.. cus i'm 1/4 cherokee indian... so if he wants to bitch about the white man fucking him i'm going to tell his ass to shut the fuck up and suck my big cherokee dick cus he aint got no right to bitch to me..

they think they're being opressed? what about the reservations where they still dont have american citizenship. FUCK RACIST FUCKING BLACK SONOFABITCHES. THATS WHY THERE WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE A BLACK PRESIDENT BECAUSE THEY ARE STILL STUCK ON THEIR FOREFATHERS BEING SLAVES, WHEN THEIR FOREFATHERS FOREFATHERS WERE THE ONES THAT SOLD EACH OTHER TO THE BRITISH. AND LITTLE TO THEY WANT TO ADMIT THAT THE BLACK MAN BOUGHT WHITES TO DO THEIR SLAVE WORK TOO.

So I'm sick of hearing that bullshit that blacks are oppressed. because their oppressing their own race if thats the truth.. because they wont get out of that shit that their saying about presidential candidate Obama, "He hasn't felt the pressure of being the descendants of slaves and he doesn't know what its like, he's educated and isnt black"... well fuck you you're not black because this whole fucking country is just a fucking mutt country.

I am so sick of this bullshit... i mean.. i cant even really say that I'm full blooded Cherokee... hell I'm Cherokee, European, and Greek or some shit. so wtf... lay off

you black son-of-abitches need to stop digging your own hole and creating your own slums because you claim that "the white man is holding me back" cus ain't nobody holding you back but yourself!

you act like all white people live in mansions and own mercedes.. what about trailer trash? huh? i mean their just as fucked up w/the pocketbook as the worst of ya... and hell.. at least most whites are willing to be fucking homeless before they take public assistance! hell 80% of my states public assistance goes to "black" people, because they've been fucking the system for the last 30 years and they're still fucking the system... "oh my public assistance is running out, hey daughter go find you a boyfriend and have unprotected sex and fuck the hell out of him till he cumms all up in ya and make me a grandchild so we can fuck the system some more"

so fuck you racist bastards, i havent even started on the white racist bastards... you dont want to hear about my feelings about them. i would be so happy to just bury those white supremacist freaks cus that skin color thing doesnt have to do w/anything that makes you better than the next person... i could go on for weeks about my feelings on the racists and make people hate me.. but i bet more people would agree with what i say than you think......


ugh... long rant.. im an ass i know, im just sick of the bullshit!

dont you love getting the small letter in the mail? sometimes i wish they would just call you and tell you... "sorry we're not interested" on your answering machine... why waste the damn paper...

well if you didnt get that i got the small letter from cargill stating the good ol "sorry we do not have any positions open for an arrogant sob".. lol

but.. i'm still workin at the good ol Big Brown UPS.... I've really got to find a supplemental job or something to go w/this one till i start making more money... i got used to making more money than i make in almost 2 whole months on these stupid little local jobs in less than 2 weeks.. ugh..

i twisted my ankle last thursday and i didnt break anything.. i'm just worried that i tore a ligament or something... i know i didnt tear my tendons or i sure as hell wouldnt be walking... but it sure as hell does hurt...
i went to the doc the other day and he gave me some antiinflammatory meds to reduce the swelling and kill the pain.. so.. i'll be alright for now.. but i dont know if its gonna be alright.. (i dont wanna find out that i have a torn ligament or something.. that would be baaaad... meaning damn surgery... ugh)

well.. i'm gonna get some sleep.. got to drive to bradenton from stupid ol lake wales this afternoon.. plus this damn antiinflammitory meds have given me an upset stomach.. lol not that you really wanted to know.. but ha ha!

well... yestarday i had an interview with cargill juice south of where i live and i think i had a pretty good interview.. i sat and talked with the plant manager and who ithink was one of his assistants and i think it went pretty good... i guess a 45 minute interview is pretty good when the person that went in before me was only in for about 15 minutes... i told them all the stuff i know what i've done and they pretty much told me that they were going to look around in the plant for a good fit for me at the plant. its a heavy industrial orange juice processing plant one of about 4 in my area... the more popular one is the cheapest one which is everyone's favorite Florida's Natural... most of those people are seasonal or grandfathered in to the company and they hold lifetime jobs there... hopefully i'll get in and have a job where i'm just doing the fun point and click operator stuff... where you monitor the computor and check temps and just adjust stuff.

well.. time to go to work.. ... ugh...

well.. ups crew decided to keep me.. ugh.. big surprise... but.. i dont know how long thats going to last.. i got a call from cargill juice (a large orange juicing company.. national juice provider amoung many other things) for a full time position at their plant. hopefully i'll get that and get some sort of trade going on and get in good there.. the citrus industry is the only sure industry in florida and there is still massive competition there.... ugh.. time to get some sleep.. oh and the ac konked out last night.. that majorly sux.......

so a lot has happened since july... i've quit my job and i have been hired by the ups crew.. ugh.. another meaningless job... i've been playing russian roulette w/my bills... hopefully i can land a permenant job that i like soon...

perhapse not meaningless... its important to world community that uses ecommerce.. and it will probably never die because of that.. but its not what i want to do for the next 40 years of my life.....

ok.. i guess i left that mean post up long enough.. lol....

I got back from ohio from work on tuesday and now im going to jacksonville, fl to do some more work... hopefully i'll have broadband for the 2 weeks ill be gone.. supposed to be in an extended stay suite with wifi.. so hopefully i'll keep in touch

oh and deep somewhere in a forgotten thread there is a link that goes to some really funny sg voices.. here it is!!
Sounds of Suicide Girls!!

I dont give a fuck anymore. Mabe you finally get that i do hate my life and I want to die, but dont have the balls to actually go through with it. You can stop playing about being my friend because i dont buy it anymore. I dont appreciate the physical pain you cause.

I hope you do go into the army and die, if thats what you really want. and i hope your fucking god damns you to hell for commiting suicide by enlisting for the army and vowing at the same time never to shoot anyone.

You can take that fucking vodka and pour it down your filthy cunt licking whoremonger mouth and shove it up your fucking ass and feel the burn.

Fuck You Jeff.
Any friend of mine wouldn't tell me something like you told me that day. If you really wanted to do that you shouldnt tell anyone. I dont want to hear it. i have enough problems without trying to take on anyone elses. I over think a lot of shit. and something like that is just a major mindfuck to me.

well... you fix one thing.. and the other breaks... drain problems.. especially when you have a septic tank... really suck......... thats as far as im going because the current situation i'm in is rather gross....

whew... a long ass weekend over with.. im not even really gettin an actual day off this week until this weekend comes.. but ill have my paycheck and i'll be able to pay my billz and have some money to spare. i got some good news! I saved a lot of money by switching my credit card to... um.. gieco.. lmao.. naa.. i called the bank and they upped my credit limit on my cc and gave me my deposit back... woo hoo! more credit!.. and more money in the bank. lmao... im supposed to get my 2nd amp for my car today.. hopefully i'll be able to figure out why my amps kick off when i accelerate... im kinda pissed about that.. i got to get some zip ties or wire holders to keep my wire from hanging too far down underneath my car.. ugh... stupid power wire....

i wanna be doing something eles so bad right now.. i hate my job.. not cus of the work but because of the money... im working on buying my own equipment so i can do vct floor care on my own..... i have 2 major pieces of equipment, a UHS 2k rpm Buffer and a 300rpm buffer.. to do it on a small scale but if i want to go any further im gonna have to start spending thousands... hell.. i think for less than 20k i can own all the equipment to run and own my own business on a very large scale... lmao the only problem would be finding a trailer and truck big enough to transport all the equipment.... i might be looking for an old bread van.. ie, box truck. to paint and lock up all my equpment.

i think in a few years my town is supposed to explode in the industrial area so i might be able to find a lot of places to do floors.. hell.. there's a lot of places around here right now that need floors done cus people havent ever done them or they arent doing them right...

enuf of my bullshit.. im gonna shut up and go away.. im tired and need to get some sleep..

oh and my mom's not soo pissed off at me now.. she was half out when she said that shit to me.. and she talked to the person and they told her that they'd take care of it for her...