kanye west has got to be the biggest douche bags in music history!

Yeah i'm really horrible at this blogging thing. let's see what's new..... well the correctional officer thing is still in the work but sacramento is really slow.

The girl i was supposed to marry bailed on me a few months ago after being together for over a year. she said that she apreciated me giving her the time to get over her divorce and her ex, but now she say's she's not ready to give up control of her life. what the fuck does that mean? like i wanted to control her.

I'm over her now, i'm just still i little mad that she felt that way. anyway i'm now on to bigger and better thing's.

so i started a new job a few months ago and it definetly keeps me on my toes. I am a correctional supervising chef, wich means i supervise inmates in the kitchen while they are cooking for the other inmates. so i'm surrounded by up to twenty five convicted felons. interesting huh! it's not that scary anymore, i'm starting to get used to it. i'm in the middle of moving into a new house and it sucks, i really hate moving. but it's only for 6 to 8 months, till i finish the acadamy. then i'm getting my own house. yay.............................

hello everybody i'm back. i've been MIA for a while.

so i'm working on starting my own business and i'm a little freaked out. I mean it's a big step. I don't know maybe i'm over reacting.

so tonight i'm going to get stuck with a needle one way or another.



ya know, people here in vegas only want to get thier bellybutton pierced or get a lameass tribal band on thier arm. I thought this was las fucking vegas ya know sin city. have some adventure, be creative. bunch of fuckin pansies i think!!!
whatever, i dont care be a bunch of cookie cutter people.



just got back from SD, the beach.awesome, the weather.awesome, the girls.awesome.. wouldn't live there though. too trendy and materialistic...



yeh prince albert, a little painful. i need a job back in portland. anybody need a chef!!!!!

what the hell is wrong with women huh? this girl i've been dating for 7 months tells me that she needs some space, that i'm too aggressive. i say ok, what ever you want. she then tells me a bunch of people are partying in a suite on the strip for her brothers 21'st birthday, who is also a friend of mine. i wasn't going to go but my other buddy talked me into it. so we get there and i'm playing it cool and giving her some space and she gets mad and asks why i'm being grumpy. what the fuck? she's hangin all over her brother's best friend and kissin him on the cheek. i really dont get it! but she still get's crazy jelous when a girl even half way flirts with me. any insight would really help right now! please tell me what to do!


doesn't matter anyway, i sent her out to pasture. this racehorse is retired!!

NEXT!!!

i really bumed out right now. i had to be involved in the laying off of two employee's today for the first time. it wasn't my choice but my bosses said i have to. being management sucks. i hope i don't have to do that often. anyway, i'm going to get my next size up barbells. i'm exited. i'm also starting my next ink work today! yey for me!!!

today was a good day, other than my leg being sore and all. i'm stuck workin with no one to be my valentine this weekend. oh well i'll live. anyway i hope every one has a good weekend and gets lucky with your special other!!!

not much is new. i went to get my #10 barbells and they didnt have the ones i wanted so i just got shorter 12's. i got my SG tshirt in the mail today. it's suprisingly comfortable for being new.

work really sucks. next week i get to go skydiving again. you wanna join me?

i hate being sick. it seems like just when i start to get well it starts over again.

it feels like i'm going to start bleeding from my eyes,ears and nose. this pressure in my head is killing me. enough bitching, i just got a promotion. yes thanks i'm pretty exited. it pays double what i was making. oh yeh big money playa! peace out!!

i have to say that jumping out of a plane is so amazing. i dont know how else to describe it. i recomend every living person,maybe even dead ones, to try it. it will be one of the best experiences you will ever have.

so i'm finally feeling better and it's about time. anyway my buddy from portland calls me the other day and says he's coming to vegas for a visit. he tells me he wants to go to a strip club cause he's tired of the dolphin(club up in p-town). why is it that all people who come to vegas have to go to a nudie bar. so i've decided that it is my duty to show people some real las fuckin vegas culture dammit!!!

this site is new to me so if any of you beautiful ladies wants to show me around let me know

hello children, how's everyone doin in the land of SG?