hot boy just called me and wanted me to come over
and i really would like to get laid at the moment, and he's so fucking good in bed, but i'm SO DAMN TIRED.
mannn... whats a lady to do
i just made some cherry kool-aid, which i thoroughly enjoy- but it's blue... what the fuck is up with that?!! cherry kool-aid is supposed to be red. if it's like bue rasberry or something then i understand, but common now.
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can anyone see i'm bored? cause i am. i just made chocolate cookies and fudge brownies for josh cause he's taking care of my... Read More
yes i wanted to get laid last night
but now i am sick
i feel FUCKED UP. i just took some benedryl and a couple lorezapam.
i love lorezapam, it lifts like this giant weight off of my chest.
i have to be careful though, i tend to develop habits with pills.
i'm going to visit my daddy tomorrow cause hes sooo sick and i... Read More
i'm in a strange mood
the ambien helps
much more calm than last night
in fact i'm feeling absolutely lustful tonight
moments like these make me wish i had a boy
i'm decent looking, im a fuckin danky cook, and i have "magic hands" (i give a damn good back massage) and from what i've heard, i'm rather good in bed and other things as... Read More
if you fuck with the people i love i swear to god i will fucking kill you. stupid bitch. don't FUCK WITH MY FRIENDS
i swear to god i'm going to kill that stupid bitch
she cheats on ashley and then comes over here, makes her cry, and bitches me out when i tell her to leave!? FUCK HER! the only reason i'm not beating... Read More
my ma came to see me.gad i love her. i'm worried though...she has started to get out more, which i am really happy about. but she has so much to deal with at the moment, and in order to go out, she has to leave my dad. my dad can't really go out anymore. he has to use a wheelchair if he really wants to... Read More
Oh, *hugs* wow, maybe it would help to plan to do something with your dad. a day trip or vacation... i know you say he's not listening, it's the only thing i can suggest. tell him his feelings of helplessness is making everyone feel helpless.
my lovely roomate took me and guenivere to a drag show tonight
it was so totally awesome
gay guys are fuckin hot.
i gave my fig drawing model my number the last day of class
he's absolutely gorgeous.... and might i say, very well hung
and i'm going home to see my family.
i really miss them.