this site has all but lost it's luster for me...i went from being on here multiple hours a day to not even an hour all week...sucks cause i still have another 7 months on my account...48 bucks i should have not spent but lesson learned...
started a new schedule with my boy...still barely get any time and still almost all visits are "supervised" but i feel like in some way im slowly making progress...besides the ex just had another little boy with her new b/f so hopefully this will mean she decides to send little dude my way a lil more now....other then that i have absolutely zero thing goings on besides him and bowling....it's a grand life i live lol...
still some details to be ironed out but this is basically what im getting done for my little boy on monday...
im so over shady ass people, im so over believing shit people try to feed me, im so over everyone being 2-faced, im so over people who act like they are decent folks for a day....remember to always keep your guard up in this fucked up world or someone will not hesitate to slam a knife in your back.......
if anyone out there knows a thing or two about tattoos could you please message me....im looking at getting my first tattoo and wanted some input on the design and things of that nature...thanks
i hate drugs, i hate people who do them, im surprised i am still on here with some of the absolute dumbness i have read on here from people about their habits...sheesh people, go out and do some shit and get a life...like no joke i have read like 15 of these type of blogs in just the last few weeks..."like omg i smoked some mad weed and like jesus i swear i couldn't go a day without it"....umm yeah that sounds like such a grand life...but i'll keep getting my high in life from my little boy and music and bowling and the hundred other things i enjoy because the day i go to weed or drugs or even booze to keep me happy i might as well blow my brains out right then...
