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sold some dvds to buy smokes. think ill make some music today, im sad enough i think.

oh, danas here.

time to have fun... i hope.
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thunder and lightning outside that reminds me of being in love.

stupid me
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The Basic Principles of Georgos / A King He Was Not!!!

georgos didn't talk much. he preferred to abuse the cats with his walking stick in a constant battle to insure the house was filled with voltage. an electricity the elderly man needed to keep to run his dying machine.

"i do remember he smelt really fucking bad, like rotten still born birds and musk...
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played music.
dyed my hair (half black, half white with a blue and white mohawk)
dyed my brothers hair
cleaned the house- yaaa
slept in for once (600 mg quetiapine fumarate and 4 mg of clonazepam helped)

the tv just said "ive never felt so empty inside"

it makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time

sincerely,
mutilated
xoxo
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morning,

worried as hell. i sent as note to k asking her for my things back and am scared it ill be the last time i see or speak to her. i just wish i didn't have feelings for her, then we could just be friends. but think it would be to hard for me to see her. i don't know, the future holds what...
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ended up:
writng a song.
buying hairdye and makeup.
eating a meal and a half.
smoking.
bath.

now
robot
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i got my first friend smile nice to meet you.

i was supposed to do some recording today with someone i know but it didn't work out. i just got an email from him saying he was at my house (right color number etc) and stood at the door for five minutes and then went to my neighbor who said there was definiatly not anyone with...
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its early in the morning and the last (for today?) drops of rain are dropping slowly from the sky. its cold. not much more to say than that. i can here winnie (my cat) screaming upstairs. ill call her to see if shes just lonely.

yup, here she comes smile
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its supper time and im hungry but don't want to eat right now.

i had coffee with an old teacher today and that was nice. we spoke of westerns and zombies, McLuan and a lot of other things. he gave me an extra copy he had of understanding media. that was nice of him. despite his penchant for unnessesary eruditeness, hes a good read.

he...
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just got back from a show. i saw the copyrights, varsity weirdos and hemingways. rivethead was supposed to play also but they didn't show up.

varsity weirdos and hemingways kicked ass besides the shitty soundguy. i mean really shitty soundguy.
copyrights were pretty terrible. very trendy sounding and looked like they got their hair done before the showthey describe their music as posi-punk due to...
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