Stuck. I feel hopelessly stuck, and I don't know how to get unstuck. My sweety can't help and neither can my shrink. I feel like the guy in the parable of the two mice.
The Parable of the Two Mice:
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A man is dangling from a high cliff, holding on to a vine. He might concievably climb back up the vine, but there is a hungry tiger waiting on top of the cliff to eat him. He might let go and take his chances with the fall, but there is another tiger waiting at the bottom of the cliff, so even if he survived the fall he is sure to be eaten. While he hangs out, debating what to do, two little mice, one black and one white, nibble away at his vine.
And you just get so tired of people telling you it's because you're not trying hard enough to be happy...
You're nibbling is tickling me
I think the worst part is having to be patient... You'll get better. Take it from all of those who've deal with this before. But it takes time and very little small step at a time...
Now I just read your past blog and I need to go releive myself in the shower