spectres

it's been a fucking long time, since I've been on here. Two jobs and a new 4 legged man in my life. takes alot of my time.

I miss sleep and good food. also good conversation.

Now I awake with lack of sleep and lungs full of smoke sounding like Punky brewster, belting out sether in my shower.


hey it's my life


ha buddies

is it normal to wannna poke someone's eye out? This is what I wanted to do yesterday when I left my first job.

I cant stress enough how much I cant stand women drivers!!!
and I can't stand stupid women with fake boobs!!! you can be stupid, you can have fake boobs but put those two together well.... all I can say is lucky for...
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What !!!!! about 2 months and I have it written for awail, to much has been going on

life at working at a bar....


It amazes, time after time, what goes on at a bar, People have alot of balls, but mostly they have it met someone like me... Guys I will take your balls and fry them on sticks and eat them for a...
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it's been some time, it's I've been on here so fuckin busy, got a new job, and dealing with the superficial people of this job, I had a 20 min converstation with a chick about how she wanted to whiten her teeth, Fuck!!!!!!!!!! what's up with people, I told my friend if I ever turn out like these prissy girls shot me he told me...
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I just watched 25th hour and there is this one part that I liked where he is starring at himself in the mirror and he say's



Fuck me? Fuck you! Fuck you and this whole city and everyone in it. Fuck the panhandlers, grubbing for money, and smiling at me behind my back. Fuck the squeegee men dirtying up the clean windshield of my car....
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I was sick yesterday, like sick like really really sick, I had to go to the docters and get some medicine ,

reason: I went swimming in a lake that was well unclean it didn't look unclean I swam in it for 6 hrs and well I ended up getting sick

lesson learn : don't swim in any man made lakes

so here I am causing some fuckin scence with this cool guy I'm dating and I'm like sorta watching myself do this and I want if I cou8ld grab myself and shake as hard as I can, intill my head snapps I want to scream "shutt up Heather" !!!!

it's funny how we start having feelings for someone and we have to start acting crazy,...
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so yesterday I put a application in for SC Girl I got a email back a couple hours later giving me a password for the next step 3 more pics they wanted , sigh , I'm nervous and I 'm not someone that would get that way, I keep checking and seeing if I got anything lol I know it's too soon, do I have...
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I was in hell yesterday ,and the devil laughed


Yesterday it was so stickey hot, my sweat puddles in my bra had sweat puddles!!!!Try not having any air conditiner in your apartment nothing but a tiny fan the size of your face. I tried to catch a breez, I think I should invest in a net that catches breez's I think I would make a...
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