so what's new with people? nothing, because no one's reading this. bite me.
what's new with me? i'll tell you!
the apartment next door is available for rent and I NEED IT. 1. i need to get out of this tiny place crammed with too many people with too much stuff, too many cats, and no privacy whatsoever. 2. i need a place where i can bring my little brother and rescue him from the clutches of my aging, senile grandparents. it's bordering (ok, not bordering, it's *there*) on abusive. that's no way for a 13 year-old to live after losing his mom.
so what i need to do is save enough cash for the deposit and whatnot, get ssi so i can pay rent and buy food, and hopefully this all works out somehow. i'm terrified of having to deal with that crap, but it has to be done.
also! my witching is awesome. i find a great amount of empowerment and peace from pagan ritual, meditation, visualisation, energy work and all that noise. i just need to remember to keep up with it... i'm so lazy and ADD that it's like... even though i have a timer set for when i want to meditate, i usually ignore it. u_u
also, i'm going to buy a toy piano and make music.
i'm also going to make tiny cute bottles for personal use, and later, hopefully, to sell. i'd love to have the work ethic to start beading again (not to mention photographing and vectoring...)
but my main priority is getting that damned apartment.
i'm making a modicum of progress.... playing less WoW in favor of editing photosets... >.>
soma
what's new with me? i'll tell you!
the apartment next door is available for rent and I NEED IT. 1. i need to get out of this tiny place crammed with too many people with too much stuff, too many cats, and no privacy whatsoever. 2. i need a place where i can bring my little brother and rescue him from the clutches of my aging, senile grandparents. it's bordering (ok, not bordering, it's *there*) on abusive. that's no way for a 13 year-old to live after losing his mom.
so what i need to do is save enough cash for the deposit and whatnot, get ssi so i can pay rent and buy food, and hopefully this all works out somehow. i'm terrified of having to deal with that crap, but it has to be done.
also! my witching is awesome. i find a great amount of empowerment and peace from pagan ritual, meditation, visualisation, energy work and all that noise. i just need to remember to keep up with it... i'm so lazy and ADD that it's like... even though i have a timer set for when i want to meditate, i usually ignore it. u_u
also, i'm going to buy a toy piano and make music.
i'm also going to make tiny cute bottles for personal use, and later, hopefully, to sell. i'd love to have the work ethic to start beading again (not to mention photographing and vectoring...)
but my main priority is getting that damned apartment.
i'm making a modicum of progress.... playing less WoW in favor of editing photosets... >.>
soma