actually im so down on the last weeks..
i move to another county without my family to earn some cash as i was unemployed, and i only hear how ba dis the living of my wife with my kid, evemn if shes expending a lot of money that we earn from our rent and i am living like a monk here and trying not to spend a lot of money...
im am alone amnd is really not funny,.... and everything i buy i feel guilty coz im supposed to spare money so we can get an hipotec to get a place here and they move here...
but is so much stess.. everything i do is jut aobut money and i cannot take that of my life. i want to live normal. read some books and enjoy my life drinking some beer,.,...
not easy...
sometimes i just think to end with everything...
idk.. im just a pussy.. complaying...