I'm moving further on with my life.
I had a pair of boots, some dvd's and stuff that I needed to give to my ex, including a bunch of pictures of him that he'd put in a drawer in the office. I thought he'd like to have them. Anyway, since he's still not talking to me, I gave one of my colleagues a bag with all the stuff so he could give it to his girlfriend who works with my ex. That was like a week ago, it was nice to get rid of so I don't have to think about it anymore.

This past weekend, a bar/restaurant in town reopened. I went there to eat on Saturday with my new man and another couple, it was really great, we had a good time, played some pool afterwards and had some drinks. My ex came in but left again soon.
Some time after midnight ppl started showing up and the mood was really good. My ex came back, at some point he started playing pool with some people from my work, including my man, it seemed so awkward having him stand like a meter away from me and still didn't give me one look. At first I didn't really wanna kiss my man 'cause I thought it might be a bit rude or something, but I can't live my life like that! My ex knew we were there, if he didn't wanna se us kiss, he should've stayed away.
Anyway, I was surprised later when I was walking through the room that my ex actually spoke to me and asked how I was. He seems to be doing well, which makes me happy. I only want the best for him.

My parents are coming on Monday, they'll be here for 2 weeks and I'm really looking forward to it even though it'll give me a little less time with my man. I'm a little nervous about introducing my new love to my parents, but it won't be a problem. I love him (yes, I actually do... I know it's soon, but it's true and straight from my heart), so why shouldn't they??
He's so great, I have to brag! Everything feels so right with him, I can't get enough of him. He turns me on just by looking at me. He's an awesome kisser, we have so much fun together (both in and out of bed! ). I really just love being with him.
It's happened a few times, though, that I suddenly get convinced and fear that he'll leave me and break my heart. It's really quite ridiculous to start having those thoughts instead of just enjoying being with him. -I still enjoy, but it's like a big black cloud hanging over me. But he's good at bringing me back to reality and telling me what a huge fool I am! lol

Well, that's all for now from this hopeful who's completely and utterly in love, running around with a huge fucking smile on her face! How great is that??

What is it that love does to a person???
Seriously, I'm just walking around in my own little happy world with a huge fucking smile on my face (and yes, I did get a heck of a lot of sex, it was gooooood, but that's not the only reason for my huge smile ). People who usually annoy me suddenly aren't annoying anymore. I haven't a care in the world. It's weird...

He makes me feel all these feelings. How great I am with words... lol
He's so great... He remembers little weird things I've said. -He even bought me a tattoo magazine. (and this guy is no big fan of tats).
I just want to spend all my time with him. When we're together nothing else matters, time flies by. Cupid really struck hard this time...

He's back!

*does a little happy-dance*

If I had any doubt that I was/am in love, it's gone! Damn, my face lit up in a huge fucking smile when I saw him, we just stood there staring in each others' eyes, smiling goofily at each other. Yeah!

I'm still enjoying life! Yeah!

I just want this weekend to be over and done with fast! My guy is coming home on Monday and I'm really missing him. I knew I'd miss him, but I'm a bit surprised at how much I actually think about him and long for him... He's great!

Today I went to pick up my cat food and litter. It came up with ship 5-6 days ago and was ready today. There's a year's supply, 90kg of food and 150kr litter. One of my friends (and coworker) was nice enough to go with me and help me unload the car and carry it into this storage room I have. I thought it would be harder work than it was.

I'm still sorta regularly going running/jogging. I'm getting a bit faster and slowly learning to control my breathing. I no longer sound like a freight train! lol
I like that feeling of aching muscles that prove to you that you've done something good. It's a good feeling.
-I also like that feeling you get in your mouth when you've eaten something spicey, it makes the tongue all prickly and stuff.

Can't someone please make this weekend go away so I can get my man back faster??

So the magazine I'm in is out now. It's kinda fun seeing myself like that. A little weird too.

Summer has come to Greenland. The weather is amazing, nothing but blue skies and warm temps. And then the mosquitoes.... They suck big time! There are som many that people can't stand being outside to enjoy the weather. We were some people who went to our cabin at the lake yesterday, but we only stayed for like 15 mins or so, even though we used so much repellent, they ate us up.
It's a shame really.
But I'm still running around with a big fat smile on my face.
I'm kinda falling for this guy... Totally didn't mean for it to happen, and I find it strange since, as I wrote before, he really isn't my type. Just proves that you never know about these things, eh? He's such a great kisser, he's funny, he's nice, just the right amount of sweet ( ) and well, just great company. I like.

So, we've been having the finals of our bowling tournament. We're like the bottom team, think there was one below us, but we came in third. That's so awesome! I think our opponents underestimated us big time. We did lose big yesterday, but it was our third day in a row with the same players and I guess we were all pretty tired, I know I was... And my tumb is so sore, it's ridiculous.
On Saturday we're having a dinner/party for the bowlers. My ex will be there since he was on the team as well. I just don't understand why he wants to come when he knows I'll be there with my new guy... Oh, well. I'm done thinking and worrying about that.

Have a great weekend everybody!

So, time for an update...
The weather here has been absolutely fantastic which is why I haven't been on here.
We've had sky clear, hot temps and sunburns!

Haven't seen much to my ex lately, but he'll be picking up one of the cats today. I don't want him to take her, but it wouldn't be fair for me to keep all 3 cats and him getting none. And it would be best for her to be the only cat I think because the maine coon, Arielle, is always harrassing her.

My Felix has been sick again so he's on another type of antibiotics now. It will come back though. It seems he has feline herpes which can't be cured. He will be fine, but sometimes it'll break out due to stress or whatever and he'll start sneezing cascades of snot around. It's really gross and I feel so sorry for him. They say that cats have 9 lives, I'm afraid this little fellow is on his last one...

On a happier note, I'm really enjoying myself these days. Been out in the sun, at our cabin by the lake, yesterday 3 of us drove to the glacier. First car out there this year, there were places where we considered returning but we managed. It was cool. -And very tiring even though I was in the back seat. It's a very bumpy ride and the car really has to work. Gotta love them Toyotas!

And I'm going to Denmark in 8 short days. I don't have any days off before that so time should pass by fast, which is really great. I can't wait to get out of this place for a short while, even though I am having fun now. It'll be nice to get a short break from it all.