times are better, but i hate my job....so tired of being broke...at least I have m sanity.....finally over the girl....It was a learning experience and Im glad I got something out of it, but boy did that leave a mark.....I feel that I have matured greatly in my perspective on love though...thats good, but I am also more cautious....I dont beleive in pushing love away because of fear, but one must be prepared for the worst...