Where do you go when you feel there's no place to go
Who do you talk to when you know no one knows you
What do you do when...
I haven't heard from her all year.
Warning: contains a self-indulgent rant
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We would lay next each other holding on for dear life, as wished the sun never to rise again. If the universe were to have ended that night, it would have been perfect.
We go to the movies and i listen whole-heartedly to her goofy-ass laugh, as she holds my hand and presses against her cheek.
I shop for her christmas present, ever item meticulously fretted over, but she delays its delivery.
We go out to dinner, and i see her eat, the careful way she stuff her face fascinates me.
Even though the restaurant is crowded, and loud, I am comfortable in the midst of human chaos because i sit next to her.
I lay my hand on her, or try to put my arm around her, and she pushes away, finds some reason to let go. some excuse.
She's angry, and won't tell me why. I've apologized, but i don't know what for.
I'm losing a friend to last year. I've been selfish, and stupid